Have been pondering about whether should I or should I not go for camp?
Actually Idk what to dooo. I’m so in loss.
Of all times IT MUST BE NOW.
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I am obviously upset for 2 days already.
I think I am so damn naive.
Whenever I think that the rain is gonna to stop and sun is coming out soon, suddenly those harsh thunderstorms took a strike on me. And I feel damn awful now. I don’t have any ideas at all.
Should I quarrel and fight back? Or should I not?
Should I just keep my fcking mouth shut or should I just retaliate back?
I wondered where the hell did justice go. It supposed to reason everything for me.
Oh ya, ever since the last time my blog was exposed I decided to write in brief above everything on me. Cos I don’t like irritants out there gossiping about it. I write because I wanna to record the moment I am having at each stage of life, definitely not because to let people have a topic and gossip about me. =)
I wonder what is going on in ME because I feel like I am a target for a fatal shot by somebody out there in the world.
The best part is my head couldn’t stop throbbing since YESTERDAY.
Panadol and Decolgen doesn’t want to help me anymore. Not relieving me. Oh God. Am I feeling intense now which gives me this kind of darn feeling?
But I do have tonnes of darn feelings deep down in my heart, giving me shocks at time of life. Which is bad. SO BAD.
There are days I really want to……
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Did I mention that I’m going back to McD to work again? =)
Well, what happened in between is not really important.. As I am doing Han a favour which I felt that I owed him one. Going back to McD seems good for me.. But it was reverted back to days where our outlet, as per usual, was ranked and commented badly on. BOOS~
What could I say? It’s all pre-determined.
Never let go of something that you build up. Unless you get a promotion or so. Or else never let go of your efforts. Don’t let them go in vain!
Started working today!
Went to office in the morning and then went for McD to work in the afternoon. Was scheduled for closing shift though. To do our stocktake for month end. HEHE. But I kinda like the changes of my working environment. I feel much better and more oxygenated as I’ve been working in office-type environment for the past few years. They can get boring at times too and the hours are sooo long! From 8.15am to 6.00pm.. Faints. Sitting at your desk, doing your own stuffs and if you happened to clear the work on the day, you still have to sit there and stare at your laptop. This is the kind of stuff I dreaded the most!
Say you never gonna to come near me okays~!
I really want school to start badly.. And its still so far away.. Like 24 August?! =X
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Woke up in the morning as early as 8am and received few missed calls/sms from Ship Ping. =S Surprised to hear that one of our employees fainted at customs area and couldn’t make it for work. Seems like none is healthy; For what I know, there’s a few out there terribly sick.
Anyway, I went for the cycling event which was held in the morning. =)
It was held in Pasir Ris Park and as usual, I did have lotsa fun with my OGmates. Feels great though!
*Lazy to upload pics, forgive me! XS"*
Maurise wasn’t there for our event and we were lead by Benson. Oh ya, Chantel turned up today too. Has been sucha long time since I last seen her though. She was having chalet with her friends.
And our OG scored “A” with a score of 4.10! We are sooo gonna to have a chance to be the first manszx! I think everyone is feeling good.. HAHA.
Jesline fell down today and got her elbow dislocated.. SO SCARY! Was really kinda shock how bad she fell down from our bicycle..
Part of me feels guilty though.. =(
However we did have an awesome day! =D
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Just had another event with ACTS club and my OG last Monday which is 22nd June 2009. SOOO I’m late to update. =X You know la, I got many things to do mah.. Still gotta work in office which is super SIANS,
Make time for mummy,
Make time for friends,
anddd now make time for ACTS club event. HAHAHA.
Seriously I enjoyed myself so far with the exception of the first event which left terribly ruined off. =S
I don’t have that kind of stamina ma! tsk tsk.
Third event: Please don’t stop your music
Well, simply it is just like talent time show. All OGs have to prepare for a performance and let those judges awed at us. =)
In between the performance we had games like guessing lyrics by filling in those missing characters, recognising Singers’ by our members “humming/singing” skills and try to guess the song that will be played for 10seconds by our emcees of that day.
Brilliant fun about it, I SHALL SAY. =)
Some group photos of the day..
My OG present members on the 3rd event
The girls on that day
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And a punk act by us. HAHA.
I still got lotsa of them but dun wanna upload everything.. HEHE.
This group of friends are the people I mix with currently. They are all interesting people and fun to mix with. =D
So now I’m pondering whether should I go for the camp or not..
Had a very bad experience once. HMMM.
Met up with LiHia today for L4D session. Catch up alot too. HOHO.
Will be seeing her tml again! =)
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