New blog of 2009

2009-11-02T23:57:00.003+08:00

i realised i haven't been blogging for long.. HAHAHA.

i'm really busying with my studies and work, so ya. pardon me! =X

but not many ppl drop by my blog nowadays though.

alot of thgs have been coming, i'm having a thought that it has long been confined in my sub-conscious.. wanting to realise it. lol.

when will the better days come?

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Belated/Surprise Bday Cards

2009-10-11T01:00:00.003+08:00

I decided to blog today because I got 2 things I wanna tell the whole world:

You guys must be jealous for my superb friends-making skills (WELL although I didn't really make friends in SIM myself, more to like those waiting to be approached type) because I'm still receiving belated birthday gifts from friends.

You see, they are just a simple item but it manage to wholly represent their utmost sincerity and wishes they are giving me.

Wanna thanks TWO wonderful friends who are respectively:

1. EMANDY LIM, my fellow Canning-ian who never fail to make anyone feel touched or so. She's kinda like my first friend made during Orientation, a girl who's super friendly and helpful. =D
I would really want to go back to my sanctuary and get a moment of peace that I used to enjoy so much than anything. I really envied myself there compared to Singapore. It gave me much more intangible things that I could never had in Singapore. NEVER.
First, they presented me with a lovely college and a bunch of lovely friends whom I'm still in contact with despite it being almost a year since we last seen each other.
Secondly, they provided me with the best studying environment and homestays (well not really much cos I shifted thrice to find a balance point).
Thirdly, they had the best lecturers for all our classes, blessed and aided our studies to a even higher point.

What's more could I asked for?

2. KATHARINA. The woman who pestered me during NTU Open house day to do a freshie survey and made me participated in ACTS Potential. She opened up alot of new friendships for me and gave me an opportunity to know more peepos/seniors in SIM. Thankiew woman, if not for your bagdering efforts, I might not even be able to survive in SIM. =D

We shared a common interest which is L4D; Sounds a bit weird for 2 ladies? HEHE. Well, with my current L4D lousy skills I wouldn't come out play to shame myself. HAHAHAHA.

Just wanna express my thanks to them deeply and let everyone know about it. I love you guys! =D

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Comedy

2009-10-06T23:37:00.004+08:00

Feeling awfully bored and doin random blog-hopping?

Finds that there are nothing much online?

Well that's should be the majority feeling after surfing internet for one whole day. There are alot of things that you could do but you didn't want to do. For example, I would like to search for new songs and perhaps DL it but I'm just too lazy to do it. HAHAHAHA.

I spent my whole evening revising Stats 1. Revising the past few lectures' stuffs that I haven't been really touching on it. Yadah, I know this is not consistent working efforts BUT BUT I'm always doing and revising on the remaining units okays. The one that I studied the longest with the least production is ECONOMICS.

Today, Maurise told me she failed her Economics where coincidentally her lecturer is also my current lecturer. See how ruined our Lao Zhang is. Everyone is a walking evidence, tested and proven clinically man. Damn it. Feeling not very good about it. =S

Well well, I want to introduce a series of funny videos by the same author.

DISCLAIMER: Video contains extremely racist views and opinions, slight coarse and obscence language used by the comedian with NO intended offence. If you think you're going to be offended, please do not click on it.
PLEASE DO NOT CLICK IT, ONCE REMINDED, IF YOU'RE GONNA TO FEEL OFFENDED.

With the disclaimer on, I shall post the link of this funny funny video. Eh, it's split into 3 parts namely Part 1 of 3, 2 and blah. HAHA. Really funny, take some time to make yourself laugh! =D

Part 1:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BfVpwvkgaUw&feature=related

Part 2:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0_gBlfFrLiE&feature=related

Part 3:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Swr4eGnY6Xw&feature=related

Hope you guys will enjoy as much as I did. (:

Lastly, Happy Birthday LiYin! =D

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Birthday Greets for 1st week of October

2009-10-05T21:09:00.004+08:00

In case you DO pass by my blog and DO see this, just wanna tell the following peeps:

To my DEAREST Secondary school classmates Sock Hwee and Peggy (401/2007),

HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY TO YOU! =D

Though we are no longer in the same school, going through the same daily routine and studying the same course, I still remember those memories that we once had and I still remember on the 4th October 2009 marks your Eighteenth Birthday.

Happy birthday peepos. =D

Hope you guys are surviving through your poly life well.

Well enough to do everything and get to university.

Don't feel touched okay. HAHA.

AND AND,

To HUANDA:

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU TOOOOOO!

Yaaa I know I'm abit slow wishing you BUT at least I managed to do it la. =D What beats better than celebrating with family members on birthday? =)

Hope you had a great and enjoyable day..

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Happening Singapore

2009-10-02T14:52:00.005+08:00

I realised that it is quite HAPPENING in Singapore now.

Did anyone ever hear/watch/see the incident about the property agent's girlfriend who did something obscene to his boyfriend publicly?
Apparently, not many people knows about this- Hold on, it has already attracted many debates and discussions going on. Even our media has been broadcasting about this incident..

Click HERE to see the interesting videos and article about this obscene assault.

Thanks to Kiasu Singaporeans. HAHA. HURRAYS for kiasu-ness~~ =.=''

Singapore doesn't need any parapazzis because majority of our people behaves like one now.

And the most recent one which steals the limelight - Our dethroned Miss Singapore Ris Low.

Click HERE to get view the article about our Miss Singapore.

I really kinda sympathise her.
After being the Miss Singapore for not very long, she has been dethroned due to the fact that she once committed a credit card fraud. How sad could that be..

Well.. Why can't they let the matter rest? It has all been history.. Everyone commit mistakes! By exposing her in newspaper and so on, people will be all skeptical about being outstanding in ANY of our locally held contests and competitions. Spare a thought for her...

I know her English is bad.. But isn't Singapore is a cosmopolitan city? I don't speak fluent and good English either. I assume she might speak better in Mandarin. Speaking our own Mother Tongue language well- isn't it another beauty?

Aiya, whatever you do, you are bound to be criticised.

If you are toooo English-educated, people say you "jiak kentang".
If you can't speak your own Mother Tongue language, people laugh at you and despise you.
In the other way,
If you over-Mandarin speaking and abit of dialect here and there, people look at you stereotypically like one of those school leavers..
If you can't speak fluent English in Singapore, people say you wasted your education in school.

I know it has been half a month since I last updated my blog..

But you see, I have been busying with my studies as first term tests are coming up. I neeed to study and practice on them alot alot alot. I think I belong to one of the weaker link in my group..

Well, in between these times I did work and had some outings going on. I'm feeling sorry and bad that I didn't make out time for Meifuang. =(
She waited for me! =S
Sighed. I know I am a bad ass friend. ZZZzzz.

One of my ways to cheer myself up- Going to beach. =)

Watching sunset with lots of mosquitoes. When I look at this, I feel that I’m silly.
Silly enough not to watch a sunset in Perth.
Where there are many fantastic views e.g Kings’ Park available and with no obstructing buildings.

Australia Perth was definitely one of my favourites – I don’t travel alot, although I wish to.
The seas from the beaches, the occasionally glimpse of sunset from my room or walking back home, those windy days..

NOW, I am indulging myself into my studies which I don’t like it. Should I have taken a RMIT degree at first? Oh well.

Lectures and tutorials have been going on at a quick pace though. I think I am making consistent efforts so far.

Random comment: Been unlucky this whole week, VERY VERY unlucky.
Random comment 2: I wished for a pair of wings and supportive you.
Random #3: Growing up toughly = No fun.

UPDATED: CLICK HERE to view my 19th birthday memories! =D

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3rd week of school

2009-09-15T16:51:00.001+08:00

Stepping into 3rd week of school and I feel that everything's not so easy.
Things are just getting tougher and tougher, I'm feeling damn suffocated.

Got to stress about studies and finding a place to study, OH GAWK. =S

Finding a place to study it's not easy at all.. Sad to say so. Well, I guess everything will just be fine.

Our Dr. Zhang (My Econs Lecturer) is away to Europe and hence he cancelled his tutorial today! YES YES YES!
Well, his lectures are quite practical but his tutorials just plain crap la. HAHAHA.

I got piles of homeworks waiting for me, going offline now! =D

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I’m the well-BLESSED birthday girl

2009-09-08T23:59:00.001+08:00

I’m soooo late in posting my bday post which I would usually do it immediately after celebration! =X Well, I’m sorry to post it late as I really have many other commitments nowadays. The utmost impt commitment of mine now is school and studies (like duh!) Other than that, we can wait and talk later. HAHAHA.

This year, I’m really happy to have Yoda to celebrate for me! =D
They really managed to surprise me until I almost last min put aeroplane luh. I wanna upload those bday notes written by them and my present butttt I forget to upload them into my laptop. Stupid me.
And wanna thanks JESSLYN for her appreciated hard efforts, helping me to find a IBM buyer. (YES SHE DID!)
This is “supposingly” to be one of my bday wishes said by Jesslyn. =P

Next, I’m touched by my God-mum’s family for celebrating my bday together with me at YumCha and Steamboat feast. God mum bought me a cake too, how lovely is she? Seriously I didn’t expect it to be so grand la (as in to me it’s counted GRAND). I thought I’m gonna to be some loner that day… And it’s really good. That’s why I always say I must have birthday cake on my own birthday =)

On Monday, LiHia and his daddy brought me out to makan at AMK4 hawker centre. I am really touched by his daddy and also LiHia. For like many years, this is one of the times I am seriously impress. She got me a present! =D Upon receiving her present, I felt kinda heart-warming man. She sorta “surprised” me because I feel that this is so not “her”. So yeah. I wanted to cry on the spot but didn’t manage to do it in the end. Her necklace is real beauty to me. =D

On my actual bday itself, I actually spent my whole day in SIM attending 1 lecture and 2 tutorials. =.=’’
There are many people asking me to ponteng but I didn’t! I am sucha good girl like always.

I don’t skip school okays?! It’s only done occasionally laaa.

But managed to spend my birthday with Lodao lorr. =D

I might not have a family celebration, BUT, I did have the whole world celebrating with me.
I’m really happy and satisfied, it’s just not like other celebration. To me, it’s very special.

And the countless messages I received on Facebook’s wall/Handphone- Well peeps, you know what?
I LOVE AND MISS YOU GUYS AND REALLY TOUCHED THAT YOU GUYS MADE AN EFFORT GREETING MY BIRTHDAY!

Thank you everyone!

Especially Evelyn, who msged me as 1200h strikes. Thanks darling! And I make sure I do that to you. =)

Well, I’m such a lucky and happy little girl. =D

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2009-09-08T03:16:00.002+08:00

In Year 1990, at 0341h, I'm still not born yet..
Perhaps I'm struggling to break free from Mummy's blackie womb and want to see the world.

However, today at 0341h, I know that 08 September 1990 marks my date of birth.

As such, I would like to tell myself,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY! huifen-

New BS settled + Updates

2009-09-05T03:23:00.004+08:00

I finally got something that I want after looking and searching for tonnes of blogskins. =.=
It's hard for me to find one that I like among those thorns. Desiree said I'm very picky about it, and indeed I am.
I don't want something sloppy or simple, neither do those small fonty type or bias to one side of the screen.
And most of the time when I found something that I really like, its either the blogskins coding errors or the disappearing photos/background etc.

I'm busy with my studies and I admit that I didn't frequent update it before. HEHEHE.
Before school starts, I'm busy with work.
After school stars, I'm busy with homework.
These works are the culprits of me not blogging okays~~

Counting down to my birthday - 2 days!
Can't believe that September comes real fast and sad to say I got long lessons during that day. Why do this always happen? It's the same last year! But I had lotsa tests last year that day. HAHAHA.
I'm hoping for someone to plan for my celebration but apparently I'm not too popular with friends here. I doubt no one remembers it. =(
Well, it doesn't matter.
I've got Ryan's family, LiHia's family, LiYin & LiYi and LoDao to celebrate for me.
I should be satisfied about it.. Hope it turns out great! =D

Anyway, I'm enjoying my lectures so far with my group of friends. It used to be me who goes around suan-ing people. And now karma. My kuku friends come around and suan me. =.=
You won't win de okays.. hehe.

Getting tired got to get some sleep soon.

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2nd day of Workshop- Economics

2009-08-28T09:44:00.001+08:00

I guess I am very tired as I slept in around 7pm yesterday till today’s morning-9am. Yes yes, it is definitely more than enough and happy to get sufficient sleeps. At least I don’t yawn now and it just feels great/awesome. HAHA.

Attended POA and Maths workshop yesterday. Feeling good and great. HAHA. POA is abit dry and I seriously miss John Cannon. You wouldn’t know how well he teach as compared to that lecturer. She just out to confuse everything that I learnt. =(

JOHN JOHN, WHERE ARE YOUUUU?!

Sighed. I just miss those old good days and him. HEHE.

The maths workshop is definitely one of those which I would consider compulsory. If I haven’t been to one of those I would probably just died off. In contrast, I would rather I didn’t go for the POA one. Just sth extra which I considered futile. =.=’’

I’m looking forward for today’s lecture! =D

I wanna get a new bag/wallet and textbooks!

I’m not looking forward for bday arrival. hehehe.

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First Day of School- Enrolment Talk

2009-08-25T23:58:00.000+08:00

Today’s my first day of school and it feels so boring. >.<
We’re having an enrolment talk and an English Assessment test today. Seriously, the test is hard and I doubt that I could demonstrate my ability well there.
I didn’t manage to link everything together, probably because that I haven’t been schooling for sucha long time.
IT’S A HARD SWITCH OKAYS. NOT EVERYTHING SEEMS EASY.
Tuning back to school mode is a little bit tough but I think I should be able to adjust myself to normal pace rather fast. =D

UB’s having their orientation and enrolment talk today tooo. =)
I saw Li Yin, Valerie and Min Zhi.
Surprised to see her there though. Been going such a big circle and in the end we still managed to end up in the same school.
Isn’t that call affinity?
Well, I guessed so. We attended the same primary and secondary school, coincidentally. HOHOHO.
And now, same University. How nice. Do you see how well the destiny weaves itself?

After having that dry enrolment talk, I went to meet Lo Dao. ^^
I’m spending time with him so that we could have more premium time together because IT WILL BE HARD AFTER SCHOOL STARTS.
I expect myself to revert back to what I used to be in Australia.
Anddd, I needa little bit more drive for it. I might be renting a room outside if the need arise.

I took those Mathematics combinations and I seriously think that it is gonna to kill me. Especially Statistics. HOHOHO.
Gotta really GANBATTE!

Sooo. Went to meet Lo Dao and had porridge for lunch cum late breakfast. HEHEHE.
Had a fulfilling time together.
Spending premium time is really goodd. =D

After that. Went to meet LiHia at her house.
Today’s her Mum’s bday! =D
I got her mum 8 bottles of Chicken Essence. I know that it is cheapo stuff but it is much more needy when compared to other stuffs right?
Well. I never know what I could get for her though.
So just got some Chix Essence lor.

And so, we went to have dinner together! ^^
Dinner was great and must thanks Uncle very much! He always treat me makan de sooo paiseh cans…
The family warmth and bonding in Hia’s family is really good. I really envied it. =S

Her folks. ^^

HAPPY BIRTHDAY AUNTIE! =D

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SCHOOL’S COMING!!

2009-08-17T23:04:00.001+08:00

I know many of the students have already started their university life LONG AGO, some of them who starting it now and of course people who are not eligible for it.

Many would come forward and ask me why would I want to take a UK study system and getting yourself stuck in it when you could jolly well finish off an Australia degree offered by RMIT/Curtin/Murdoch.

Definitely I would preferred to take up an Australia degree, but realising the very fact that the ball is not in my court.
Reputation-wise, these universities are still not there.
That’s why I have friends telling me how much they like the degree programmes offered by these second-rated universities in their own state but they need to build up stronger portfolio.
They went into it just BECAUSE top universities don’t offer these degree programmes and it just smashed up everything. Like one of the UWA prof says, “Why are we opening up another degree programme when another university has already been offering? It takes alot of time and effort to build one up!” (When I ask about B.Pharm not being offered in UWA instead in Curtin)
And back to the topic- Studying in a second rated university and still need to strengthen up their portfolio is definitely a tough, double job!

Talking about stability, hence I decided to take up DEFT in SIM offered by UOL THEN pathway to second year BSC program.
Basically, it’s the same as long as I study hard la. So what even if RMIT or Curtin offered me a double major degree? I personally feel that their reputation is still not strong enough for employers to awe at. I’m gonna to work hard and aim for something I want to get.

SOOO. School is coming, Huifen is nervous. Rhymes well? HEHE.

My units for this year- This notice serves as an confirmation la.
I will be slogging my way off especially Statistics-Probability. I might die off halfway.
And I guess it’s gonna to screw me up once again..

Well, seeing the things I’m going to study is gonna to be so mathematics, kinda afraid of it. HEHEHE.

But I’m glad it’s finally coming. =)

Off day today, went for swimming. Happy and satisfied.
And working tmr. Hope I will be once again, happy and satisfied. HEHE.

Being missing Desiree, Berlinda and my dearest YODA! =S See me soon okays?!

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Doos Doos Day?

2009-08-13T23:08:00.000+08:00

And the super me run Line 2 alone today! =)

Anyway wanna congrats En Xuan for getting promoted to Floor Manager. BOOS~
Hope I will have this day coming too! =D
Must find one day introduce her to Kairul so both of them can attend BSMC together.

LoDao has recovered from illness but lost quite abit of weight. LOL.
His face slim down alot and look kinda weird.
And he’s still drinking coffee for the 1000 times I have been telling him NO.

going slp soon liao, running Line 2 tml again. HEHEHE.

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Unique National Day

2009-08-09T03:14:00.000+08:00

Amazingly I hyper-ventilated today.
And it looks frightening enough for the rest of the people.

Everyone is sick, and so do me. LOLOL.

I haven’t got anything for school yet man! HAHAHAHA.

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A lil emotional

2009-08-03T23:13:00.001+08:00

I’m happy to own 2 new “families” in Singapore- MacDonald’s and YODA

However I seems hard to be satisfied.
Whenever I visit any other Perth friends’ blog, I always feel the pinch in my heart.
I really, and I swear I do, miss them whole loads and get envy seeing them going UWA.
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.

I must be outta of my mind. I can’t seem to get out from the past.
Wanted so much to go university together with them, eating lunch boxes with them in canteen, forming a study group like we used to have it, sharing stuffs and helping each other with homework..
So much and so many of these well loved memories..
And it makes feel so teary whenever these beautiful memories crosses those denial memories.
That year. Marks my life significantly.
OH GAWK.

And now, I’m feeling all that insecurities going to SIM. All over again.

I can’t understand why one’s mood changes drastically from day to day.
Mum was so nice to me on Sat and shouted at me today.
Idk why, argh.

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Say GOODBYE to Direct Grill

2009-08-01T22:16:00.000+08:00

Finally, we’re changing from direct grill to MFY (Made For You) system.
Our outlet is currently undergoing renovation and everything is gonna be different from what we used to see.
It’s just like seeing your own house being renovated, upgrading to a better place.

(From Left: Ship Ping, Shu Ling, Jacky, Han, XiaoDong)
Managed to take a photo of them with our dearest warming bin, HAHAHAHA.

I’m glad to be part of this big family again and it’s kinda nice hanging out with this group of people. =)

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Late UPDATES =S

2009-07-30T23:59:00.000+08:00

I know that it’s rotting soon and it urges me to write another entry. =)

Firstly, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO BEE YING!
She has been my friend since Primary school days. That’s wayyy longggg backkkk!
Counting from now, I had nearly know her for 9 years. Isn’t that fast?!
We had went through growing up stages together and now, both of us are enjoying tertiary education. LOL.

Also, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO SANDRA!
Dad’s secretary who always work her very best. =)
She’s a nice lady and I like her pretty much.
Chances of crossing my blog? 0.1% I guess. HEHEHEHEHE.

Ok folks, I’ve been working like a crazy workaholic, fine with each and every manager in my store and glad to work back with Han.
He’s the only one who can give proper advices to me and my goodd listening ear.
Oh ya, IDK since when I have been calling him Lao Pa (LoDao). =)
He watched my growth since 14. From a pampered, bad-tempered small girl to what I am today.
I always get scoldings from him since I worked with him and HE’S STILL THE BEST.
Drats. He has been complaining on me as I keep bringing food and herbal drinks hoping that his health gets better. HEHE.
I have only one lodao to dote on can… I have one papa and one Lodao.
For those who can’t get it ITS OK. Some things its better to leave it unknown.

I’m gonna to slp earlier and make a visit to my store and hope can see ShipPing. =D

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A Day out with Darling Desireee! =D

2009-07-20T09:40:00.000+08:00

Went out with Desiree today and we went to watch Harry Potter. HEE HEE.
Although it is around 2.5 hours, but I still think that it is quite short laaa!
And I cried when Severus Snape killed Prof Dumbledore. =(
But Snape is a good man at the end of the story!
So fast time has passed. When I watch the first episode it was almost a decade ago.. And now it’s nearing the last episode le. =(

After that we went jalan jalan lorr..
Went to Dorothy Perkins and saw the dress I wanted very much in M’sia DP!
It was on 50% sale man and I didn’t realise it..
I can wear both 12 and 14 buttt size 12 abit too short for me liao and Desiree said NO to it. =(
But size 12 got my favourite design! Anyways, I went to 3 DPs and finally found it in GWC. LOL.

I preferred the checkered blue coloured one! But only got 12 and 16 no 14 leh.. ZZZ.

Well I took the one on the left cos I really like the design of the dress. =)
But I’m HAPPY!
It has been so long since I done a random shopping. HEHE.

It was really a great time out with Desiree and I enjoyed it..

Hope to have another such day again! =)

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Opening at 0630h & Ah Seng’s uncle wedding

2009-07-20T00:09:00.001+08:00

As what my title says, I worked at 6am today and I’m surprisingly still awake now thks to Momma. 12.03am.
I think morning shift is not my cuppa of tea, not bcos I couldn’t wake up, just due to another matter-of-fact. LOL.

Stayed there for nearly 3 hours. I didn’t know what the hella I was doing.
I just wanted to rest my feet till it doesn’t hurt that much. Counted RMCC monies and did my own cashier spot-check.
Minus 20 cents. I know why. Because I dropped some cents on the floor. And I couldn’t be bothered to pick it up. =.=’’

Reached home around 6pm. Saw them doing unproductive things. Sucks.
My mum pushed me to go for Ah Seng’s uncle wedding dinner at some industrial park where the food sucks.
I think MacDonalds’ food taste better than theirs. Seriously. Till that extend. Disgusted.

And glad to see Aunt is back from Europe trip.
And cousin got me a top while Aunt got me a bag.
I LOVE IT. TYVM! (:

I feel like.. I have been living in my own hell for 3 consecutive days. Really tired of it. Numb and pain feeling with taps on. Sucks.
Oh well.
I just had a sucky weekend. Worse than dragging me to hell.

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2nd last day in GWC attachment

2009-07-18T01:46:00.001+08:00

And sooo plus finally, I’m ending my attachment there! =D

I’m so so so happy to say that and really glad that I’m ending my attachment in real soon time! HURRAYS!
Besides working with Jasmine, Kairul, Kes, LiRong and Ano, I dun like to work with the rest of the peeps there.
And and, those aunties there are really nice people which somehow I might like to work with them tooo. =)
It has been ages ever since I have work with nice aunties. There are some kind of weirdos out there too.

Actually I realised I dun really like there too..
In the afternoon, everyone tends to speak cantonese. When all those closers punch in, it started switching from speaking Canto to either Tamil/Malay which I understand neither of them. LOL.
Perhaps its what people say “回家的感觉真好？”=D

Went to store (yes again) today and saw Ship Ping and Simon on shift. =)
Brought herbal tea for ShipPing and Kok Han. I’m sucha nice person right.. HEHE.
Went there to check schedule cos I dislike to bother people other my stuffs.
Funny thing is, it seems like whole management team is terribly sick laa.
Ship Ping is sick, YanLi is sick (down with fever), Han is sick, Honey is pregnant only left with Simon who’s healthy.
They spreading germs, tsk tsk. =P

Must perform well tomorrow. And also making a trip down to GWC to return Jasmine stuffs.
And I shall end here!

Anticipating towards Ying’s bday on Fri night and with Xia’s Outing on Monday.. =D

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Not suited to be in GWC =)

2009-07-17T01:07:00.001+08:00

I guess all the nightmares will be gone in real soooon time.

I wanna get my ass back to place where I belong. HEHE.
It looks great that 20th is coming.. =D

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Ice Age 3 with my SIM cliques

2009-07-15T00:25:00.001+08:00

Finally, I get a day off after working for consecutively 6 days! MWAHAHAHAHAHA.
So shuang to get an off day but felt abit uneasy though.

Oh ya, didn’t tell you the idiotic and forgetful side of me. SIGHED.
I feel kinda stupid yesterday cos I didn’t realise my shoes gone missing and only did when I left Funan and inside my car.
I think getting older makes my memory shrink. Tsk tsk.
And so, I troubled Han to go back store and find my shoes and called GWC and ask about it.

Guess what, it was in GWC. And I didn’t realise anything amiss throughout the whole session. =S
No wonder Jasmine gave me a call which I didn’t manage to hear it. ZzZ.
And when I call back to Jasmine, she was already home and done all closing stuffs! THAT WAS FASSST!
Way to fast! Their outlet close at 1am leh.. And we only managed to finish around 2am laaa. WAH SEH MANSZX!

Well.
I know this kind of stuffs do bore ppl down..

Finally get to catch another movie, ICE AGE 3 (3D version)!
Hey its a great show okays..
I loveee it alot man and its really nice and not disappointing. Living up to my expectations at the least!
Next one would be Harry Potter.. This one is die die must watch one.. LOL.

So our team of people had Ben & Jerry before watching the movie. It is freee cos we won vouchers as we top the whole team! MWAHAHAHA.
And I kinda quite attached to the group of people too which is great obviously.. =)
I’m very attached to my outlet and OG friends nowadays. Feels great. That I got lots of friends.

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7th day of GWC and 3rd day of FC

2009-07-14T05:01:00.001+08:00

Updated on my camp event, go back to 05/07/09 entry. Tired to do editing or so liaos. HEHE. Now it alr 5am can..

Smoothly came to 7th day of GWC. Heard from my boss say end of this week I wouldn’t be attach to GWC anymore.
I’m sure I’m gonna to miss Jasmine Kwok and Kairul. HEHE. Also Mdm Wong plus Li Rong, Kumaran and Kes, Pacik they all.
All of them are really good teammates and actually help me to build up my standard bit by bit. =)
Got everything on hands now, and successfully recovered my skills during 3rd day of GWC attachment.

Han was doing closing so I went back and wanted to talk to him about my buay tahan-ness. HEHE.
Well went back to KPO la actually. I’m meanie I know.. HEHE.
Han taught me lotsa of stuffs today and really quite fresh stuffs today. Happy to see my store crews. =)
Heard some nonsense and gossips la..

Han told me I was well-loved by my own team of people, really “xin wei” to hear that. I was so scared I couldn’t mix in.. LOL.
But glad that I was accepted by this family larh.
And I realise I dun like to stay at home. TSK TSK TSK. BAD BAD BAD.

Better off to slp liao. NIghts peepos.

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Day 6- Attachment In GWC

2009-07-13T02:23:00.002+08:00

It has been the sixth day since I was attached to GWC by my 1st Asst.
And today, it is also the second day I went back to FC and help my STORE.

But, I didn't expect my store to be that weak and that futile.
Wrong people at wrong stations. And what do you call it when we say ACES at PLACES?
HMMMMM.
Would I want to take down this challenge if one day I'm fortunately promoted to PTFM?
I really wonder leh. Tsk tsk.

Most probably I would.
Cos challenges strengthen one personal qualities.

Perhaps my days are longer in GWC, so I actually feel much comfortable there. It seems like I know everyone there and feel really good..
I rarely find myself in stationary mode there.
I'm always here and there. HEHE.

Well.. I still love my own store better. HEHE.
Cos the mgrs there makes me feel good. =)

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2009-07-11T12:24:00.002+08:00

i have beeen busy working that i don't even have time to update my fulfilling last weekends. =.=''

being attach to GWC for almost one week makes me feel alright for now, somehow still abit uncomfortable with some of the people there.
well i will just take time and suit to it k.

and peeples, david is coming to sg! =D
anybodies who are in sg could probably come find david.. hehe.
looking forward to see him too. mwahahaha.

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Finally, OG CAMP- CHAMPS

2009-07-05T23:18:00.000+08:00

This is the missing exciting entry- OG Yoda camping @ MOE Adventure Camp, Labrador.

*This is a camp organised by a non-profit organisation called ACTS Club which actually helps freshmen to get better suited into university lifestyles and make friends of same faculty so as to prepare them for the coming changes. More details are found in www.matric2009.wordpress.com

First day- 03/07/2009

It was 3 days ago when I last work in McD for stocktake. =) Well, I guess I’m better rested and prepared for the camp.
Met up with OG at VivoCity for dinner before reporting back to camp. And stupid me didn’t really eat much which I totally regretted.
Saw faces like Tiffany and Kai Ying joining our camp this time round, which are really coool.
Jesline came too! Due to her slightly fractured arm (Part of me causes it) she couldn’t participate our camp.. AWWWWWW. WHYS?!
Btw, she came to boost our morale and reminded ask to fight for first place.. This is a very encouraging act you know! She lives at the west part of SG and came all the way down just for us.. VERY TOUCHED.
We have enough people to fight for the championship now! YAYS!
Happy to say that our OG members are quite united which determines the champs temporary. HEHEHEHEHE.

Sooooo.
We reported to camp around 6.30pm ++ and had a temperature check by the operations team. Li Ping joined the OPS team which is part of the organising structure and reduced our resources. She is always the one who could think of those cheers quickly and implement it!
And the first challenge we had was hide and seek. BOOS~~~
They copied part of the ideas from L4D. LOL. Well, I didn’t get “molested” by any zombies cos Maurise, Chantel and I hid in a dodgy place… HEHE.

At the end of the game, Jasmine, Jesslyn and Carrie reached too. Carrie rushed down from work and still participated with us. Isn’t that great? Hehe. Well, I am touch that this OG got alot of people who brought their sincerity together.
Anyways, I think I always bring more troubles to them. Cos of my lousy stamina. HEHE. I’m sorry peeps! =S
This roughly sums up for day one.

Second Day- 04/07/2009

Here comes the climax!
We are ask to wake up at 630am in the morning to do some stretches and also played a game which bonded our team of OGs better.
After the game we had breakfast and set off to Sentosa for our first survival challenge. =.=’’
(To me it was a survival thingy)

We reached around 830am and gathered there together with the other 12 OGs for briefing.
There are 6 versus games event altogether in the first round.
The time for each game was 20mins, and we were scheduled with other OGs for a compy type of thingy..
Out of 6 games, we won 4 of them, lost 1 and had a draw which doesn’t make us very strong as there was an OG who won all 6 of them. =.=’’

Despite knowing the fact, it doesn’t make us withdraw much though and in fact returned with a positive effect. We are all the more determined to get the championship because we know that if we do well in the second round we are going to secure first position. =)

The second survival challenge (which gave me the hell in my life) was actually a race from the very end of Tanjung Rhu Beach to the very end of Palawan Beach, and then we were supposed to reach the end point at the bus terminal. *SWEATS*
It has been almost 3 years since I ran a 2.4km for NAPFA. (I deliberately make myself absent for Sec 4 NAPFA test.)
Well, running in the sand made it worst.
In between the race, there are challenges to be complete and everyone of us really chiong and pia till the end. I almost fainted manszx…

We came in 3rd in the race which was actually quite good la. Surprisingly it didn’t kill me though I was really shag and had chest pains between those running intervals.

After that we all had shuttle bus and returned back to camp for night event. (KILLER)
I almost walked like 10km ++. I did went to calculate but I forget those digits liao.
We had a walk around Telok Blangah area…. =.=
Likewise, in between we had challenges and one of it is to make me do blind walk at the danger Mt Faber there.. And then, we had walks from those parks which are inter-linked to each other with a total of 10kms + laaaa. Damn it man, I haven’t do this kind of thing since my last event during P6 for President Challenge thingy…
It’s okay that we had a walk, but when we completed the whole thing we don’t have public transport ANYMORE! It was nearly 12.30am manszx! =S
So we had to walk a distance (really a huge distance) and went past 8 bus stops. OH GOD! It’s 8 of them not like 1 or 2 can!
Wah I sibei down and sibei sad lorr…………………………………………

After that Maurise, LiYin and I went out to buy McD meals for our OG and programming team as I drove to HFC outlet.
We spent 200 in McD can…
Wouldn’t it be great if my store earns it… Hehe.

All of us had late late supper and I slept early like 3am. The rest of them slept at 5am. I super tired buay tahan liao man.. HEHE. And I am so reluctant to wake up at 11am the next morning.

Third Day- Release of results

Our efforts, determination did not went vain and we really got first place! =D
At least I feel that all those sufferings are worth it.
Was happy to know that and wasn’t nervous at all. =)
The others can’t get first.. And SIM OG got first! =D How nice could that be huh! hehe..
And I reached home like real late that day around 11.30pm.
The moment I fell on my bed I just went ZzZing..

Some photos here!

Wanna see video and more photos?
Just login to FB and search for me using my email address and view them all okays! =D
They are just there for you and me to see plus witness..

I really had fun, the first time in Year 2009. I think everything seems to be worth it. =)

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OG CAMP TOMORROW

2009-07-02T23:23:00.001+08:00

Have been pondering about whether should I or should I not go for camp?

Actually Idk what to dooo. I’m so in loss.

Of all times IT MUST BE NOW.

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UPSET~

2009-07-02T23:21:00.001+08:00

I am obviously upset for 2 days already.

I think I am so damn naive.
Whenever I think that the rain is gonna to stop and sun is coming out soon, suddenly those harsh thunderstorms took a strike on me. And I feel damn awful now. I don’t have any ideas at all.
Should I quarrel and fight back? Or should I not?
Should I just keep my fcking mouth shut or should I just retaliate back?

I wondered where the hell did justice go. It supposed to reason everything for me.

Oh ya, ever since the last time my blog was exposed I decided to write in brief above everything on me. Cos I don’t like irritants out there gossiping about it. I write because I wanna to record the moment I am having at each stage of life, definitely not because to let people have a topic and gossip about me. =)

I wonder what is going on in ME because I feel like I am a target for a fatal shot by somebody out there in the world.

The best part is my head couldn’t stop throbbing since YESTERDAY.
Panadol and Decolgen doesn’t want to help me anymore. Not relieving me. Oh God. Am I feeling intense now which gives me this kind of darn feeling?

But I do have tonnes of darn feelings deep down in my heart, giving me shocks at time of life. Which is bad. SO BAD.

There are days I really want to……

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Back to MacDonald’s!

2009-07-02T23:10:00.001+08:00

Did I mention that I’m going back to McD to work again? =)

Well, what happened in between is not really important.. As I am doing Han a favour which I felt that I owed him one. Going back to McD seems good for me.. But it was reverted back to days where our outlet, as per usual, was ranked and commented badly on. BOOS~
What could I say? It’s all pre-determined.
Never let go of something that you build up. Unless you get a promotion or so. Or else never let go of your efforts. Don’t let them go in vain!

Started working today!
Went to office in the morning and then went for McD to work in the afternoon. Was scheduled for closing shift though. To do our stocktake for month end. HEHE. But I kinda like the changes of my working environment. I feel much better and more oxygenated as I’ve been working in office-type environment for the past few years. They can get boring at times too and the hours are sooo long! From 8.15am to 6.00pm.. Faints. Sitting at your desk, doing your own stuffs and if you happened to clear the work on the day, you still have to sit there and stare at your laptop. This is the kind of stuff I dreaded the most!

Say you never gonna to come near me okays~!

I really want school to start badly.. And its still so far away.. Like 24 August?! =X

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ACTS club last event before camp: Hot Wheels 2 the max

2009-06-28T22:53:00.000+08:00

Woke up in the morning as early as 8am and received few missed calls/sms from Ship Ping. =S Surprised to hear that one of our employees fainted at customs area and couldn’t make it for work. Seems like none is healthy; For what I know, there’s a few out there terribly sick.
Anyway, I went for the cycling event which was held in the morning. =)

It was held in Pasir Ris Park and as usual, I did have lotsa fun with my OGmates. Feels great though!

*Lazy to upload pics, forgive me! XS"*

Maurise wasn’t there for our event and we were lead by Benson. Oh ya, Chantel turned up today too. Has been sucha long time since I last seen her though. She was having chalet with her friends.

And our OG scored “A” with a score of 4.10! We are sooo gonna to have a chance to be the first manszx! I think everyone is feeling good.. HAHA.

Jesline fell down today and got her elbow dislocated.. SO SCARY! Was really kinda shock how bad she fell down from our bicycle..
Part of me feels guilty though.. =(

However we did have an awesome day! =D

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Irritating fines, and irresponsible them

2009-06-27T02:59:00.001+08:00

was consecutively 2 days kena fine for not putting a valid coupon. damn it.

sibei angry esp the 2nd one. dun even have fine notice. argh. almost harmed me for late payment.

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ACTS club 3rd Event: Please don’t stop your music

2009-06-25T00:12:00.001+08:00

Just had another event with ACTS club and my OG last Monday which is 22nd June 2009. SOOO I’m late to update. =X You know la, I got many things to do mah.. Still gotta work in office which is super SIANS,
Make time for mummy,
Make time for friends,
anddd now make time for ACTS club event. HAHAHA.

Seriously I enjoyed myself so far with the exception of the first event which left terribly ruined off. =S

I don’t have that kind of stamina ma! tsk tsk.

Third event: Please don’t stop your music

Well, simply it is just like talent time show. All OGs have to prepare for a performance and let those judges awed at us. =)
In between the performance we had games like guessing lyrics by filling in those missing characters, recognising Singers’ by our members “humming/singing” skills and try to guess the song that will be played for 10seconds by our emcees of that day.

Brilliant fun about it, I SHALL SAY. =)

Some group photos of the day..

My OG present members on the 3rd event

The girls on that day

And a punk act by us. HAHA.

I still got lotsa of them but dun wanna upload everything.. HEHE.
This group of friends are the people I mix with currently. They are all interesting people and fun to mix with. =D

So now I’m pondering whether should I go for the camp or not..
Had a very bad experience once. HMMM.

Met up with LiHia today for L4D session. Catch up alot too. HOHO.
Will be seeing her tml again! =)

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random quizzy from ivy

2009-06-22T23:48:00.003+08:00

Tagged by Ivy.

1.) The person who asked me to do .
WongQiYin

2.) Your relationship with him or her.
Ex-Colleague + Long lost friend.

3.) Your first impression on him/her .
Loudspeaker and stares ppl with her big jelly eyes. Get petty at times. XP

4.) Your most memorable moment with him/her?
HMM. When we are in kitchen doing nonsense. HAHAHAHAHA.

5.) The most memorable thing you said to him/her?
Forgotten. =S I'm sorry!

6.) If him/her becomes your lover?
Only happens the day she becomes a lesbian.

7.) If him/her becomes your lover , what would you like him/her to improve on?
That status will never be established. =.=

8.) If him/her becomes your enemy , what will you do?
Try to resolve the emnity.

9.) If him/her becomes your enemy , what will be the reason?
Probably done some heinous stuff.

10.) The most desired thing you want to do for her/him now are:
nothing.

11.) Your overall impression on her/him:
Cute and naive lady. HAHAHAHA.

12.) The characteristic you love most about yourself:
Abundance of BHB and confidence.

13.) The characteristic you hate most about yourself:
Can't tolerate lateness and easily triggered my temper abt this.

14.) The most ideal person you want to be is:
My mother. =)

15.) For people that care and like you, say something to them:
Friends are jumbo gifts from heaven and everyone should try to secure them. =)

16.) Pass this quiz to 5 people who you want to know how they feel about you:
1) Desiree
2) Berlinda
3) Emandy
4) XinYue
5) Delia
6) ZhiXiang
7) KayLeigh
8) Fiona
9) Donna
10) MeiFuang

17.) Who is 6 having a relationship with?
Some girl out there. HAHA. I know he's attached.

18.) Is 9 a male or female ?
Girl

19.) If 7 and 10 were together, would it be a good thing?
Impossible?

20.) What is 2 studying at the moment ?
YJ. A Levels.

21.) When was the last time you had a chat with 3 ?
Almost a year.

22.) What kind of music does 8 like ?
Ang moh R&B

23.) Does 1 have any siblings ?
Nah. 1 and the only one at home.

24.) Will you woo number 3?
Nopey. Dun worry Emandy. =D

25.) How about 7 ?
Well. She's already my "dahling". No need to woo. HAHA.

26.) Is 4 single ?
Ya I guessed. =.=

27.) What's the surname of 5 ?
Cai

28.) What's the hobby of 5 ?
Mahjong. L4D. Shopping. Saving Money. Nagging. IDK.

29.) Do 5 and 9 get along well?
They don't even know each other. -.-

30.) Where is 2 studying at ?
YJC- Yishun JC.

31.) Say something casual about your eyes :
Normal Asian eyes. Black.

32.) Have you tried developing feelings for 5 ?
What a cold joke.

33.) What colours does 4 like ?
OMGSZX. I think baby blue? ERMS.

34.) Are 5 and 1 good friends ?
Definitely friends, but the definition of good is too broad.

35.) Does 7 like 2 ?
I would like to see how it works.

36.) How did you get to know 2 ?
Same school and class during sec school for 3years :D

37.) Does 1 have any pets ?
Nope. She is allergy to furs.

38.) Is 7 the sexiest person in the world ?
YUPPIES. Man. You dunno how gorgeous my dahling is la.

39.) How is 4 related to you ?
Canning clique + friend

40.)Describe 4 .
She looks tiny, cute, and I call her mousey. HAHA.
Cheerful most of the times and takes pride in her schwork.
An intelligent creation of God. =)

More updates when I'm free to do so duh! =D

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whyyy?

2009-06-19T17:30:00.005+08:00

Why must I always be the one who takes initiative and the rest of the people be the takers?

I HATE BEING THE GIVER.

And once again, I completely disagree about what you said. Dun bother me with your theories, I am really sick of it.

I dun feel that paranoid now after talking to my cool God-brother. I feel so peace and everything has just disappear into thin air. And I'm hweeling so light now. Which is a good thing.

And today I finally understand, accept and learn that, "做人不能太执着" (One shouldn't be too persistence).
Yes, see how amazing is human-beings? Learning to take and give and forgive? When you find all the above is so hard to swallow it and think that even more impossible to bite it. LOL.

"If we are not fated to be friends, I will just let it be. Let's pray that things wouldn't get worse and hope for a twist in events. I don't want that to happen, but I can't control things as they have already been out of my hands." =)

And I feeeeel so itchy for L4D. ZZZZZZZ.

Let's relax and be peace-d. =)

Gosh. I spent nearly 150 today just on petrol and medical treatment with prescriptions. How bad could that be? BAD. VERY BAD.
How I wished I could spent this amount on things I really want and like! =S

And my current wish?

TO HAVE AN AWESOME BIRTHDAY.

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ACTS club 2nd event: Knock it down Challenge

2009-06-17T13:12:00.000+08:00

Dear all,

I’m back finally to blogging again! HAPPY HAPPY! =D
I was sooooo busy doing my things and despite I tell myself a 1000times to blog SOON, I just can’t seem to find time and DO IT. =S
Since I have some time now, why not blog about something? hehe.

Went to work today and took some hours off.. Cos Iater on have this Knock it Down Challenge by ACTS club with my OG.
COOL. It is a bowling event.
I haven’t played bowling for years and actually I’m quite rusty with it. =.=
But I guessed I didn’t perform that bad today aye..

Met up with Maurise they all at NS HomeTeam JOM near Balestier Road-Ah Hood Road. Didn’t know there was such a place in Balestier Rd. It’s pretty cool! And and, I saw EASB school and didn’t know it was just nearby that area. (Actually just next to NSHT JOM =P)
Went in and the bowling alley is at basement. >.<
And guess what…
They are so many people there around 200 heard from HanYun.

All 12 lanes are open and fully occupied by each OG! =D Many many freshies there righto? HEHEHE.
Btw, haven’t introduce my OG to you..
Our OG is called YODA and all of us are from SIM.
Anddd, I think I bonded rather well with them! =)

Well, this is half of my OG. The other half didn’t make it for today’s event. =)
And there was this part where we are supposed to play bowling in a different way which is called “Variations bowling.”
One of those is backward play and Jun Yao posed like that:

HAHAHA! But he got 8 of the pins k! =D So dun laugh bad kiddos…

At the end of this event our OG scored A+ with 3.8! WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!
YAYA, we have a scoring system for all our events… And we are determined to score man!
We are so gonnaaaa to win man…

So, Just WAIT and SEE.

Girls in our OG! =D

Okkk, I got to go back and WORK. =S

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ACTS club FIRST event: Amazing Race

2009-06-14T12:38:00.000+08:00

I woke up very very early this morning just to attend an event from ACTS club which is called “Amazing Race”.
Well, it made it look something like duh, Amazing Race but I was a lousy dude in this event..
Firstly, I have no stamina to run and chiong like the others. I pant whenever I run and sometimes I even feel totally out of breathe. Worst part is those stomach cramps and pain. GEEK.

Yays and so went for that. =D

And came back with a ruined down body condition, too many aches! =S

The above are some of my OG members! And we are all from SIM apparently.. HEHE.
The first photo on the right hand side is called Maurise, who is our OGL luh!

Cousin, do she look like you? HAHA.

After that, I went for movie session and L4D with Delia and Ryan. We watched “Drag me to hell” and I find it rather stupid and disturbing. =S Then went to Raiders for zombies killing. =)

Had a long dayyyy manszx. =S

BIG gift from Momma

2009-06-13T12:26:00.003+08:00

Finally, My mother have fulfilled one long wish of mine..

Which is the latest (not really) digital camera from Samsung, PL60!! =D

YAY!

I psycho-ed mum to IT show and reminded her that we should buy a camera since we don't have one..

So, Mum bought me a camera and I can finally take good clear nice photos! =D

Actually I felt guilty to make my momma buy for me. >.<

And initially, I wanted Sony T90 camera deee.. SO slim and sucha beauty larh!

Well, I am satisfied to finally own one for myself..

I have been wanting one since 16yrs old and someone has been giving me bounced cheque these few years!

SOOOOOOOOO.

I feel really great owning one, today! =)

Thank you Mummy, I love you forever! =D

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Woman’s nature for being a SHOPAHOLIC?

2009-06-08T00:37:00.001+08:00

The annual GSS has finally arrive on 26May2009 (I supposed?) and I bet every lady has been waiting for this long-awaited moment! =)

I have, finally, embark my first journey for shopping!
Anyone who knows me well enough I don’t really do shopping often cos I am always complaining not having enough money.. (But then, when’s enough? It’s always not enough isn’t it?)
So today, I did shopping after giving my closet a thought. HMMM. I think I have to clear EVERYTHING in my closet.
Most of them are already torn and tattered (NOT THAT BAD LUH), or has been in my closet for years and I don’t touch them or some other tops that I don’t wear. Well, if I don’t clear them quick enough Mum will pester and kill me soon >.<
THIS IS MY WORST NIGHTMARE, AND I GUARANTEE I WILL SHOCK MYSELF OUT OF IT. =X

Actually I shopped the other day in M’sia (Friday) with my aunt and got myself some real good deals! I bought a top from Dorothy Perkins and 3 tops from G2000 for SGD100 (approximately +/- SGD5). MWAHAHAHA. Isn’t that a steal?? WEEE~~~ Mum got me 4 tops for school soon (not that soon 25/08/09) and said it was a reward for me as I got into SIM. I loveee ya MOMMIE! =D

And I shopped today as well! =) Bought a top and a dress for $50 and a belt at $10 which I find it a steal too!! ^^
That boutique really sell good quality material and unique designs.. Some of them are actually designed by their boss which is really NICE. At least these are those pieces you can’t find online and won’t bump into people wearing the same design as you isn’t it? =D
Went to La Senza to buy intimates too as they are having promotions.. 3 for $69 only! =) Well, people who knows my pathetic plight will know why I find this a steal… HAHAHA.

I am really satisfied with my shopping trip today, I haven’t been buying clothes for almost half a year. Except the last time I bought for CNY which is done in a rush and back in Aussie to get some necessary clothings? But they are not my favourites! =X Just buy for the sake of needing it luh..

Update on my School….

This is the official offer letter given by SIM to me and it includes much more things. But this is the most impt letter out of everything.. The course for a year is around SGD7012 I think. Well, 是很贵的。I am gladdd to be part of SIM and will be participating in lotsa activities! =)

Anyway if there’s anyone who is a pre-university student and going to admit into any universities this year I would like to introduce you this website (www.matric2009.wordpress.com) which helps pre-u students to bond together and has been successful carrying out such activities.. I went for the networking session and it turns out pretty good and I am joining them for pre-uni activities! =) Bet you guys are going to have an awesome fun about it and bond with new friends too.. So sign up now if you want to and put down my name which is (Aw Tsui Fen) on the application form so they can group us together better.. =D

Can’t wait for all these lonesome time to end soon..

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Addressed to all UWA/Curtin “fighters”

2009-06-06T02:11:00.001+08:00

Dear all my Canning-ians and APS mates who are now officially part of UWA/Curtin/Murdoch/ECU/Melb U/UNSW,

I am here to spur you guys up! =)

Just want to tell you guys must die die study hard for your Year 1 Semester 1 examinations and bring proud to Canning College alumni of Year 2008..
I know it is easy to say it out but DAMN DIFFICULT to do it.
But I also know that our Canning-ians are all smarties who does complain but yet put in their best efforts..

Hey hey, but I am here in Singapore giving you guys my utmost support (as much as I could)!
Deep down in my heart I know you guys can do it man!! =D
Well well, I love you guys as always and you guys know Jacelyn as always k?

Special note to my ‘JianKes’- Our spirit will say die still as ever blowing strong but remember we always faked this spirit? HAHA. Please please, don’t give up on anything and every percentage. Each mark counts like how our lecturers always tell us k..

To Emandy and Xinyue- I know both of you guys are night busters and will never get to ease to slp early.. Believe that you guys want the best results out of it and trying to put as much efforts as possible. Well, I saw how you guys make your night to a torment and really hope that you guys can achieve the best, but dun put your health at risk! Battle just started and dun let health pull you down.. You will reap what you sow!

And to ShinLan, Ah Ben and YenLing- Eh Kiasu team, you guys can do it de k. Dun keep on hogging on your books and freak yourselves out before the exams could even reach their aim.. As long as you know that you study, I believe you can do it very very good! =D

Shawn and Kayleigh- Dun relax, be tense. HAHA. You guys need a sense of importance and urgency to do your studies well.. HEHE. Well well, since you guys make it to Uni, surely you could make it through Sem1. =D

Hope my spurs will help you guys. Sincerely.

Random:
Went to JB with mum today and mum got me new clothes (was damn happy) as present for getting into Dip. in Econs! Anw I was really down as my aunt comforts me how good is SIM. Well aunt, I know you will never get a chance to see this blog but I know you are comforting me. I really appreciate it.. Admit that when I said I got into SIM sounded more to a sense of relieve than a sense of happiness. No one knows there’s a twist in my life and no one would have guess (OH WELL) it too. SIM is really not that good though it is the first private university in AsiaOne. HMMM. Aiya at least now got sth to study better than nothing.

And I am finally on shopping mood! =) But it doesn’t seems like anyone is going shopping with me though. =S

Tired and off to sleep.

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BLOGSKIN ERROR- piss me off..

2009-06-05T02:53:00.004+08:00

I have been trying to revamp my new blogskin for the past few hours as I changed MANY things.

Apparently I have changed my photo, blog contents and was researching on that damn padding value which I am still not very satisfied with. Wonder if there's any pros who can I help me out with this damn thing?

If I put my box padding to 5px, the scrollbar will cover the last 3 letters of my words when it comes to end of the box. Ok, imagine that you just wrote an essay and your lecturer was damn screw up and she actually used a book to covered perhaps 2% of your essay without realising that part of your essay is actually covered. And then she start circling your grammatical errors or spelling mistakes or WHATEVER that seems so wrong.

If you can imagine the scenario, you will know wth I am talking about. If you can't sorry dumb. =X Anyway I want a solution maybe some kind-soul helps? ANYONEEEEEEE OUT THEREEEE?

Although my 20px padding makes all my words "uncovered" and readable, but it looks weird to me and I don't like it.. =S
Off to sleep now =D

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SIM surpriseeee

2009-06-04T23:32:00.002+08:00

Miracle do happen once in a while right? =D

I was once very worried that I can’t get to study this year, but I just received the letter from SIM today and was told by the letter I am accepted into SIM- Diploma in Economics leading to 2nd year BSc Accounting/Finance.

The amazing part of this course?

It allows you to get a transfer towards London School of Economics and Political Science (LSE), one of the colleges under University of London, a well-known, recognised, prestigious university in the whole world, and was ranked 66th whole world in Year 2009 by QS Top 100 Universities (Times Higher Education). Of course, there are certain requirements to be fulfilled.. You don’t get to go there with a merely pass results, you have to achieve distinction which is my next big worry. (Think of this later, doesn’t matter much right now. ^^)

And with my big dream, I decide to give up NTU entrance examinations knowing very well (as in myself) I won’t be able to do it due to those calculus and statistics calculations.

Even if I do not get into LSE, I stand a chance to get my ass back to somewhere I longed to belong to. AND THIS TIME, I MUST PERSUADE AND DESTROY ALL BARRIERS WHICH COMES MY WAY. This is the last part of my studies, the most important part of it, I must fight for it!

By hook or crook. My confidence is never going to be waver again.

But seriously, if I got rejected by SIM, I would probably go into depression and never to be buckled up again. It matters to ME alot and of course the effects will be strong…

This is the letter that I am waiting.. EVER SINCE 4TH MARCH 2009. Waiting for this moment is terrible, and I really hate to wait. That’s the worse thing one can never feel about it and will never understand it. (If you know what happened to me on 7, you probably know it. I felt the pinch, badly.)

And I met up with TingLin today with his craps as per usual. HAHA. Went to the west cos he said JP had expanded and I nv get a chance to see it so go kaypo abit abit. =)

I wanna bid goodbye to NTU, cos I never felt like going there. =S And I knew I can never get my ass in there.

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2009-06-03T03:22:00.001+08:00

Changing blogskin soon!

And appreciate Jimson for giving me some of his time meeting me up with a movie session. =) Thanks buddy.

And I find God treat me kinda good because I have this unexpected gift called Gerald Low, a friend who I could never have known under any circumstances. This is how fate works, right? Thanks friend. =)

And happily to say some people have not forgotten me which is what I dun wan it to happen. Happy to contact back you again, Mr Xu TingLin. Please try to memorise my number and stop losing things like you are always. MWAHAHAHA. =P

And ya, Dad screwed me today (like always) cos I asked him about some private matters which I need to submit to MOM for the survey thingy. Wonder if any of you guys household gotten it? Oh well. Shucks to it cos I was screamed at. *(

Last but not least I am happy that my Canning-ians friends (ShinLan, Evelyn, YenLing) haven’t forget that I once exist and play a part in their life. I can’t wait to see them but I guess it will take a longer time more cos I’m rather broke to fly over. =S

Yes yes, more important note. I am glad that at dire straits time Desiree Ang Berlinda Ang Gomathi Ryan Li Delia Cai lend me many hands and letting me know how important I am to you guys and it touched my heart like never before. I love you guys too cos of what you guys do and touch in my life. Thankiew. =)

Tired and I still day-dreamed of going back to Perth for studies one fine day and be a UWA student.

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UPDATEEEE

2009-05-29T00:48:00.003+08:00

I was in the midst of changing a new blogskin and it came in vain just because of a damn IE msg which is "Runtime ERROR!"

Yadah, and all the efforts that I spent for like freaking 2 hours came nought. Was seriously pissed off and shouted at LaoGe on phone last night. RAWRRRR~! And when I tried to revamp it again THIS TIME ROUND it seems that those codes are distorted. And here again I went roaring again. ZZZ.

In the end I gave up and wait till I'm free to do it again. All pretty fixed just hafta re-double check with the original codes from bs.com. Thats why I am ever lazy to change a blogskin cos it takes up alot ALOT of time. LOLS~

Went to M'sia today with mother and put Jimson aeroplane. AWWW~ I know he must be feeling kinda gaga but blame my mum for it (Well and my fillial piety)! Spending premium time with mum is impt but her nags to my driving skills is terrible.. Why don't she just go get a license and learn how to cut lanes safely yet swiftly from the 1st lane to the 5th lane in a short distance? I think she will be a preeeety good cum dangerous driver. Oh man. You won't know how torturous it is whenever she nags at me as if she knows how to control those wheels. (In actual fact she doesn't.)

Its ok, I will just let her nag with right ear in and left ear out. Whenever I talk back she just get damn paranoid at it. Well, whose parents doesn't right? HEHE. Nah, I will forgive her since she is my dearest and beloved mummy. MWAHAHAHHA~~

These few days it actually reminded me of my cousin who is gonna to graduate in UK soon.. I can't wait to see her and it might (OH WELL) a few months later business. =( Won't you just get your ass back when you graduate and lemme see you and help me to some closet revamp? GRRRR. When I saw Dorothy Perkins discount and GSS it just automatically reminded me of her. (Jusco M'sia having big big papa joe discount must go see!) And mum ate lotsa stuffs today. Went to Thai Restaurant and they all ordered Tom Yum and it reminds me of my cousin again. I think she loveeees Tom Yum isn't it? HEHE.

Well, I told uncle he must bring cousin there for a try! YUMS YUMS! =X
Can you come back after graduation for GSS sake? HAHA. And my sake? HMMM. Actually I am not that big card either for you to return laaa. ZZZ.

And I passed by The Face Shop and it reminded me of Desiree who loved the Oceanus there which doesn't sell in Singapore NOW. I thought of getting her one but there are sooo damn many "Oceanus" there! They got this dunno what perfume oil and body mist and all sort of rubbish.. And the only thing I remembered about it is being a perfume that smells really nice? Well I sprayed some of them on me and it do smells good. My aunt unilaterally agreed with me too. ^^
Hmmm. Maybe I should ask her properly before buying it. Otherwise buy the wrong thing jiu cham liao. HAHA.
I didn't buy not because I'm stingy ok! I am just being careful.. AND I DUNNO WHICH TO BUY! That's the crux! =D

Well well, as usual mum did groceries shopping with the whole team (Mum, Uncle and Aunt, Sister plus Auntie Alma) and exclaimed how cheap it was. And they ate alot of foooooddd. And they topup lotsa petrol (Well plus me the pathetic driver). And we went for foot massage. And I guessed it sum up EVERYTHING. ^^

Oh, did I tell you how crazy it was yesterday? It was so damn crazy which I have to say!

I begin to have some sympathy for taxi driver as I almost acted like one yesterday. And I was driving for continuously five hours and got nagged in the car for continuously five hours which is REALLY INTOLERABLE. This is the only time I regret knowing how to drive. =.=''

My journey for yesterday is pathetic, comparable to driving to Msia other states. 5 fcuking hours! GRRRR.

1. Firstly I went to MAYFLOWER PRIMARY SCHOOL to fetch sister.
2. Then went to BEDOK RESERVOIR ROAD as sis has an appt to re-bandage her hand. (My foolish sister danced with those kids and these kids attempted teaching her high risk actions and in the end she got her right hand badly sprained. TSK TSK. Bad kiddos! And naughty sister! =S)
3. And Mum taught me the WRONG WAY (TPE/SLE when I wanted to go by PIE or Hougang-Jln Tenaga) with dad adding coal oil and anything that can burn vice versa laaa.
4. Reached BEDOK RESERVOIR and must wait for damn long....... SOOOOOO.
5. Went to OPERA ESTATE PRIMARY SCHOOL fetch some kiddos.
6. Travelled back to BEDOK RESERVOIR and had lunchie with them.
7. Brought them back to TELOK KURAU and rested awhile.
8. Again, went back to BEDOK RESERVOIR fetch momma and sister and they screwed mum up badly. She was pulling damn black face. ZZZ.
9. Finally went HOME (AMK) to put down momma and sister.
10. Brought Dad to SUNGEI KADUT (NEAR WD/CCK) and I almost wanted to cry T.T (cos damn tired.)
11. Went to SERANGOON NORTH to help momma take dumplings. (Ain't I sucha gd daughter?)
12. THEN FINALLY HOME!!!!!!

Wah sibei shag reached home I just koonnnn. =S
So to make it short, I actually travel all ard Sg.

Home > MFPS (AMK) > Bedok Reservoir,
Bedok Reservoir > OEPS > Bedok reservoir,
Bedok Reservoir > Telok Kurau > Bedok Reservoir,
Bedok Reservoir > AMK > Sungei Kadut,
Sungei Kadut > Serangoon North > HOME (AMK)

I will never agree to do this insane thing again. NEVER EVER. I feel like a dumbass. HAHA.

Nights peeps! =)

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2009-05-26T02:27:00.001+08:00

I realised my blog has been rotting for ages and I haven’t been updating it.
Well, I sorta lost interest in blogging because leading a rotting life leaves you with nothing to talk about. ABSOLUTELY NOTHING TO TALK ABOUT.

Even if I wanna complain about anything or everything under the sun, I got to think and juice hard about it.
OR say to blog about a happy event. LOL, when the only thing I am doing is staying at home, go LAN shop play L4D, staring at maths notes, watching tv, biting tidbits and doing daily routine stuffs..

THEY ARE NOT HAPPY EVENTS OR EVENTS WORTH TO BE MENTIONED.

I seems to have much more burden and worries nowadays but I don’t feel like blogging it out cos’ there are some readers who will direct my father here and lemme get a hell out of it. Blogging is to let me vent out my frustrations and when your only lil secret is discovered, say SAYONARA/GOODBYE to it. Since I decided to use blogging as a vent, I didn’t want any involved parties to know about it.

What’s the point of knowing when those parties ended up screwing you badly? So its better let it be, make it unknown. HAHA.

No one can understand how I feel, nobody knows what hurts me the most, even family who are with me almost everyday.. The only fact that I know is, “I feel that I am ruined by every actions that have been done.”

HMMM. Why out of sudden do I blog all these rants out? LOL.

Well well, if you wanna know what I’ve been up to..
I have taken 2 weeks off to spend my time reading differentiation and integration notes with the fact that I’m going to screw it cos’ there are too many stuffs I have not learn before.
Reading them, I will.
Passing them, I doubt so.

And been L4Ding till I kinda feel bored playing those usual maps and really hope there are new maps soon.

And hating ppl for calling to play MJ nowadays cos’ I find it abit too much for me.

And been wanting to get myself into school soon cos’ waiting is unbearable. I want school and protest against work. SCHOOL. SCHOOL. I want my school life and burn myself with books and notes. I want UWA……….. <—And I know it is just gonna be a regret in my life and a dream that is untouchable. Wouldn’t go back now cos’ everything is too late. Too late to make any amendments.

Waiting for an answer is so miserable. Just let me know whether have I gotten into the course or let me just perish. If I couldn’t study this year Idk what am I going to do and how much am I going to get changed by reality and facts..

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2009-05-11T12:46:00.001+08:00

Happy 19th Birthday to Jasper Tong,

AND,

Happy 20th Birthday to Delia Cai! =D

Have a blessed birthday today with my brother and wish that you could fasterly get a new job with better pay! =)

Stay cheerful and happy as always as usual alrighty? =)

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2009-05-03T14:04:00.003+08:00

人不为己，天诛地灭。
不管是在要好的朋友，一旦你知道他们不再做要好朋友该做的事，自己顾着自己···
你其实很不高兴，
你其实已经给了很多讯号，
你其实已经让了很多，
你其实也已经给了很多。
可是每个人都只喜欢拿不喜欢给，只喜欢听好听的话，玩得开心，谁理你啊？

Trio dun work; it is a proven theory.

Each and every human on the Earth is selfish; Likes to take but doesn't like to give.
And I beginning to feel a distance with them,

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2009-04-28T18:03:00.001+08:00

WOOOOO~~~

I enjoyed a great day last Sunday with mummy and sister at the new reservoir, Marina Barrage, located at some ulu pulu olulu place (which is Marina South Pier- Damn far).

It was a very very last minute decision to go out because I told my mum this sentence: “Eh Mother, I specially never go out on Sunday because want to go out with you de leh.. Why you like dat?!”
MWAHAHAHA..
In the end, it works! =D

My sister was so excited when mum said that she wanna bring her to that reservoir.. See, how spontaneous kids are upon hearing going out to play. My sis is indeed a normal kid; I always thought she is very very different from other kids. SIGHED. But but, my sister is still very different from others okayyy?! =D

Showing Marina Barrage.. WHOOSH!

(Left) This is one of the decorations at the entrance of Marina Barrage; Fountain splashing hot smoky water. Wonder is it freshly boiled or drinkable? HAHA..
(Right) I dunno where it leads to but there are lotsa pavilions along the pathway though.. =D

After seeing the exterior of Marina Barrage, my anxious sister wanto go the Gallery at Marina Barrage. Hence Mum and I went along..

Aren’t the interior design super cool and awesome? Look at those super durable hard glass acting as tiles with those figurines on the floor! And and, the mini reservoir model! And and those colourful designs! =D And the light bulbs and evrythg… =)

After a visit of the Marina Barrage, we went to kids’ playground where they can splash water. Hehe..

And ya, my sister enjoyed the most~~~ But mummy and I enjoyed too! =D

After that we headed off to Chinatown market for the renowned claypot rice. DAMN DAMN DELICIOUS, $10 plus Soup for 2pax! Big great deal manszx… =D

Haven’t been going out with mummy liddat for very long time. =) And I really treasure this moment. =)

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2009-04-25T02:05:00.001+08:00

My luck seems to be on loose these few days.

So far, it seems that all unlucky things befall on me. And I think that I am gonna to kena one of them sooner or later. I’m not in the mood to blog nowadays, seriously.

There are no happening events, yet overwhelming events that I can’t blog here because it has just become a public blog which is being monitored closely not a private blog anymore.

I really pray hard I can overcome these obstacles, I am feeling so tired and depressed.

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2009-04-22T12:53:00.001+08:00

我真的努力认真地在学习，为什么要说那种话呢？我听了真的觉得很不舒服耶。。

Was looking forward to work since got new things to learn. ^^

Everything seems to quiet down alot alot more.. LiHia had started school, brother needs to go back camp daily, and the rest of them had their school started too plus chionging A levels studies… =S

I still feel bored to the point that I wan heaven to give me monies and let me just spend evryday.. LOL.
Let me dream, cannot ah?!

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2009-04-20T12:24:00.001+08:00

The blog is rotting away soon with no consistent updates~~~

However, I am gonna update things that I had done for the last week.
MONDAY!
It is the start of a new week.. GOSH, time do pass really fast and I really want it to pass faster so I can continue with school again! =S

One year before this, I am flying to Perth filled with excitement and sadness and any emotions that blends in. One year after that, I am still hoping to fly back to Perth and see my cliques once again. But there are times I really ponder, have they forgotten me or rather, I would think that I missed a big time out.

Last time on my blog, I always complain about those torturing school workloads and those damn tests which occurs every week. I really felt like dying at then, cause I never had enough time for sleeps and revisions. Everything seems to be in a rush, I seem to be complaining forever about lack of time.

Don’t know whether is it I used to those rush time lifestyle and now I feel really lame and lazy and bored and slack when time seems to look like it takes forever to pass on. I really hope my uni studies can start ASAP and back to rush time hours. Cooping at both home and work is bored, I prefer to study!~ Poly students had already started school man, AWWW~~~~ I also wanna study, I can’t take it this too long a break man! =(

But but, time will pass fasterly agn right.. HEHE. I shall treasure the time that I have now, and play to my fullest (although it seems that I had already played necessarily liao).

Oh ya, and I ‘m back to PFT to work as an Admin Asst. =D Big cheers to it man! HOHO. Hope that no more boredom would fall on me like as before.. Ppl starts school I start work. ZZZ.

Last week I am all on for Left 4 Dead! WOOO~~ It really makes me enjoy alot and my passion for it has not worn down..

Having lesson tonight agn, excited! =D

2009-04-12T23:30:00.000+08:00

What a beautiful and fulfilling Sunday! =)

Woke up quite late today as I slept at 5am last night. But its good that I managed to wake up at around 1230pm okay~~ Mum cooked porridge and several dishes and indeed it was quite marvelous. I always loved my mama’s cooking, the best you can get in the world man. HAHA.

After I ate I went down to AMK to meet Ryan and Desiree. Then we went to Raiders’ and played cyber games lor. Sucha nice thing to do to kill boredom and I know. HAHA. Played L4D and Audition. And I am quite addicted to L4D. Kinda nice la.. HAHA. Played for 3 hours and then sent Ryan home cos he is running late to book in later. Hehe.

Accompanied Desiree to eat and went back to play L4D. Both of us quite addicted to the game! First time when I play this game its sucha headache and dizzy one, in the end I fell in love with it. HAHAHAHAHA. Went in and played for another 2 hours.

Went back home and reached home ard 11pm and then saw Ying online. Msged me and asked to go downstairs makan therefore went to accompany her. And we had a long chat man.. Haha.

And now I am home blogging at 2.20am. =D Gonna turn in soon.. hehe..

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2009-04-11T23:59:00.000+08:00

Saturday and I did not go out for fun. HAHA. Went to my cousin’s house instead and got all my stuffs from HP laptop. Quite alot of stuffs from there though, 66.5GB. Was very happy to retrieve all of them back, especially Canning College photos! They are damn precious to me ok, you can’t buy with any amount of monies.. =)

Was supposed to babysit my sister but couldn’t make it in the end. Ate at cousin’s house instead cause Aunt cooked my share. Did not go for Easter’s day service too. GAWD.

And then, Ryan’s mum jio me play MJ agn. =D Ryan’s mum and I are good great friends ok.. And his mum is quite impressive. A Chinese physician, so dun play play.. MWAHAHA.

What makes me piss off totally and lost my cool just now is HER.

Aye, I really tolerate and endure alot of your tempers already. Plus, I am good and saint enough to ask my BFF tolerate your nonsense and ask her to see the good/positive side of you. Your princess temper just go off like that, regardless of who they are, even if that person is your bf’s mummy.
Please remember this damn impt fact that I dun owe you a billion dollars and need no qualms to tolerate your temper. I have my threshold for patience too, and you are really trying it out.
Even though you are angry with your bf for God knows what things he has done wrong, dun throw your temper everywhere to me and his mum. I seen you guys from friends to couple, and I understand much better than anyone else. Dun forget your bf is my brother cum BFF k, tolerance has its own limit.

If you try doing it one more time, I am gonna to irrational too.

Actually I am not that angry at first but was kena lighted thrice and suay suay BFF triggered it off. So sorry to you too. But really BTH. HAHA.

I am looking forward to DEFT interview, wish me good luck ppl! =D

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2009-04-11T13:44:00.000+08:00

When you know you are just a nothing, and things that you do are not being appreciated,

PLEASE STOP BEHAVING LIKE YOU ARE PART OF THEM BECAUSE THE VERY FACT REMAINS THAT YOU (yes you its you) CAN NEVER INTEGRATE TO BE PART OF THEM.

Lalala. It breaks my heart to say this man-szx. But my heart is already broken into pieces long ago, never to be mended agn. =)

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Valerie's Birthday! =)

2009-04-10T23:59:00.001+08:00

Good Friday! Easter day!
Heard from my Aussie friends they are all having Easter break.
WHOOSH for them as they have been working very hard to be one.. HEHE.

Anw, in this great FRIDAY, I wanto say:

HAPPY 19th BIRTHDAY TO VALERIE AW,
HAPPY 22nd BIRTHDAY TO AH BOON!

Wishing that you can accomplish and fulfill every great dreams of yours in your 19th year. Also, getting into a university with your choice of course and graduate in few years’ time. =D
Please stay as optimistic as you are always and be happy, hehe!

Joined Valerie with dad and kiddos at Swensen’s today.
Please look out for more photos! =D
Will be back and updating this corner.. =)

Mushroom Soup which is also the soup of the day! =D

And after appetizers and main courses, here comes the ice creams!
On the left I think its called sth volcano and on the right its called sth cookies de. LOL. I forgotten those names. HEHE.

My daddy and I.
And ya, Valerie and me! =D

After the big celebration at Swensen, we went back to Valerie’s home and sang birthday song with her sinful awful chocalate cake. HAHA. It is damn chocolatey and I had second thoughts to eat it again, not my type of cake. HEHE.

Hope you have a great bday! =D

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2009-04-09T03:53:00.001+08:00

Monday first!

Well, although I am not neither working temporary nor studying full-time now, I still do things during my time to prevent myself from rotting. Monday blues and really Monday blues! Did not report to work at my new place (and I know it is a misdeed) because I hear silence objections about it.

Though I did not go to work that I was supposed to, I went to Intermediate Korean lesson and quickly copied down my homework from Yuan Ze’s creation. HEHE. He did it for me and I felt so bad about it. And I really have to say this, his Korean is super good, so do his pronounciation la! I am envious about it.. =(

While copying it hardworkingly, I got myself a Green Tea and started to do this homework.

SHUCKS MANszx. When I reported to the class I saw all my classmates were damn ganchiong. Besides that convo homework, we had another homework. SHROOMS~~ Hence I fasterly did my homework and referenced with my other classmates. WELL, at least I did 90% of it ok~~ Hehe. Its gonna to be interesting next week man! =D

And today, I managed to watch the Shinjuku incident with LiHia! YAYS man! It was almost 2 mths since I last watched a movie. To me, it is a big miracle as entertainment is my first priority. So you see, I really slack and did nth during my free time, hehe.. =P

Shinjuku. Is it nice or not? Well, its another Wu Jian Dao type of movie except the interesting point is Jackie Chan is bad this time. LOL. But it is definitely worth watching, hearing 3 different languages at one time. Cantonese, Mandarin and Japanese. I would say this movie is quite good, but I am really not used seeing a different Jackie style. Hope that this will not be his last production, or else I am so gonna big disappointed! =S

After watching the movie, I went to LiHia’s house MSCP. My car was bombarded with lots of birds’ bombs and I felt disgusted about it. TSK TSK. So I asked LiHia to help me clean up this car. Actually, it wasn’t really dirty just that the birds’ shit gave a my car a dirty look. ZZZZZZ. Hence cleaning up doesn’t take too long. =D

A pail of water at 20 cents per pour. HAHA.

See, LiHia is helping me alot and I am taking candid photos. Bad bad me. HAHA. I really appreciate her help la, TYVM. =D But in another sense, she’s obliged to help me clean because she frequents my car. (At least 3 times per week OKAY~) Oh well, I am not that meanie la although I am petty. Wait a minute. I am so contradicting. LOL.

Satisfaction after cleaning up!

And we took photos. HEHE. I was telling her if both of us were umemployed one day we could set up a car cleaning company. HAHA. She suggested that we shld called it “The Car cleaning twins!” OMGszx. Sucha disgusting name, hehe. OH well, crapping n yakking is healthy for life can.. =D

That’s all for today! =)

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2009-04-04T03:34:00.001+08:00

Friday night, Disco night!
Today’s quite a fulfilling day to me..

Firstly I went to work after not having a wink for the whole night due to recent trend of having insomnias, and I was super energetic while listening to many gossips, haha.
I love it best during breakfast with XX, because he knows the best and is able to help me with my loads of burdens. Thankiew!

Worked half day as per usual and I was totally turned off during afternoon. Had a deep nappy but woke up abruptly at 5pm because there were 2 phone calls and my phone kept vibrating. After that the super friendly kind accompanied Doris to see doctor. She was quite sick though and doctor gave her 2 days of MCs.

As agreed with Ryan long ago, went out with him before he go “chiong sua”. Such a nice friend am I, I KNOW! =D
Went out in the night with my dearest Desiree and of course Ryan plus his campmates whom mostly I barely know.
My friendship with Ryan is as long as 2 years le, and I really treasure him as my BFF. (Though he got bad hospitality skills) He never failed to make me smile everytime I see him and he is such a good asshole brother of mine. MWAHAHA.

Went to LeBar and Narcissus Thai Disco, in one sense I actually quite like Le Bar. It’s meant for people who actually preferred a softer pub with Karaoke to sing for all customers and of course more Chinese environment. I think Le Bar is more suitable for people who preferred to play dices, card games, five-ten and drinking.

Narcissus Thai Disco is in contrast with Le Bar. As what the name stated, it is disco type with loud music booming into your ears and thumping your heart every single moment of it. Thats for people who need reasons to get high and crazy and to get entertained in their deep most silence. Narcissus Thai Disco is suitable for people who needed a kickstart to start their own “engine”.

I LIKE BOTH EQUALLY, DEPENDING ON WHO I GO WITH TO ACTUALLY. HAHA.

They got a mini stage and they are clever to use those flower wraths as one of the main sell point in the bar. Those fuzzy people will really pay 10 bucks for the wrath for those on stage singers. HAHA. And I got to admit these ppl really work hard learning Mandarin songs performing to pellets of sweats and so.. They do really perform well, I tell you. This guy who is on stage is actually a customer of the pub la, HAHA. Actually the place is not that bright but my brilliant flash makes it bright. =)

If you are pondering why I have red cheeks obviously then I got to say you are quite stupid. HAHA.
I drank a little bit because I know I am gonna to drive and I do not want to jeopardise my license. =) Oh ya, if you are wondering who is that shuai ge beside me then TA DAH! He is Ryan who is also my BFF cum brother. =)

Decided to take a weird face shot since he did it at the very first point. To my realisation this pics are actually the first time I take pics with Ryan lorr. OH GOD. Imagine these photos prices in my heart.
INVALUABLE matches my thoughts now. =)

Anyway, in the whole process of having this outing I felt that one of his good pal seems to be sorta like angry with me. I can’t dictate his feelings and thinkings, it’s kinda unfathomable to me. However the smart me is getting to know his pattern and trying not to step on his toes ever again. I will scold myself stupid if I try to do this suicidal. HAHA. But hey, if you have a thousands unhappiness against me so do I lorr. LOLS. After all, I am still a girl and a very sensitive one.

But I knew I had certain fun today.
However I still prefer the fun I had with Ying they all last time. HEHE. I love them and they are good at having fun. =)

(And the pics I took with Desiree are all inside her phone, grumps.)

I think I am overdoing for night outings and beginning to reflect myself. And I am promising myself not to go out till late night anymore. Treat it as the last one as far as I can fulfill this promise of mine. I am going to psycho myself I prefer night tv-ing then going out late. Everything will then get better and be better. I love my mommy lots and I know she do loves me lots too. =)

Nights peepos, off to sleep.

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2009-04-03T11:05:00.001+08:00

THURSDAY!

What a boring day to be.
As usual, I did nothing again and rot at home. I was bored so decided to tease my sister as my daily dosage of happiness. (Sucha bad luck to be my sister,MUAHAHA.)

I was the first one to see her shortly after she was wrapped in blue towel. (At first I thought she was a boy)
Mum had a C-section because she was still reluctant to get out of my mummy womb; must be too comfortable inside there right?! HEHE.
Seeing her grow, from crawl to walk, crying when teeth started popping up, hair started to grow more, throwing her pacifier, getting into kindergarten and now a Primary 3 kiddo..
GOSH! I seriously felt that GENERATION GAP between my sister and me. And she was so shy for me to take this photo which I think she considered obscene. MUAHAHA.
But the evil me persevere and took one without catching her attention, I am sucha smart ass! HEHE.
My adorable sister, I love her to tweeny beeny bits too today and forever until she grows as an adult and even till old. =D

Went out to chill with Desiree after teasing my sister. Wanted to watch movie but we were too broke to do so. Hence I decided to take some random pictures.
Keep disturbing her while she was on phone with Sharon Yap, MWAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.
I am jealous that she is starting school soon, and BIG BOOS to it! =S
I am gonna be so alone because everyone around me starting to get busy.
My Poly frens getting back to Year 2 Sem 1 lectures and lessons.
My JC frens preparing for their mid-term exams and as well as GCE A Levels.
My sole entertainer Ryan Li Bing Jia going for BMT send by his wicked sergeant or sth liddat. DAMN IT!
Everyone is leaving me alone to rot, and I hate them to pieces.
(JKJK, EXAGGERATED)
And me? I got to work and feed myself and kickstart on getting new friends. And I feel so depressed. GOD DAMN IT.

Desiree trying to do some poker card magic to CaiXia but apparently she failed. So I took it as a remembrance for her FAILURE. MWAHAHAHA.
(In other words to say I am too bored thats why I took random shots)
I was taking photos all the way because I am bored. Like what I said.

After that she succeeded showing off the magic. So she was glad that she did in and I still felt bored after much entertainment to her.
I am sleepy because the crazy me decided to go work without any winks of sleep. I admit I am crazy and big BOOS to it.

Haha, but who knows that the first workday in April at Prefab is my last workday! LOL.
I found a job and many thanks to Doris who introduced me to MuJi, and they put actually got me a job as 2-months Temp Admin Asst! WHOOOOOSHHHH!
I am so glad I got the job! YAYNESS IN MY THROAT AGN. =D
I won’t be rotting doing nth again, MUAHAHAHA.
I am starting work on this Monday till end of June 09.

Everyone is gonna to be happy, and I am gonna to be happy. No more late life dude! And praise you for getting a temp job in times of difficulties! =D
For so, I gonna cancel my proposal to daddy initially for travelling to China! But I feel sad forsaking it, because I long wanted to go FuJian and see hows my hometown like. SIGHED.
However, money comes first and I know Mum supports me. HEHE.

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2009-04-01T15:21:00.001+08:00

Why is it only 1st of April…. SIGHED.

I still have May, June, July to go… Longgggg way.. Days that remain torturing..

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2009-03-29T23:18:00.001+08:00

I believe a saying which goes like this: 人在做，天在看。

Which actually simply means that whatever things that are done by each individual, God is looking at it.

Definitely, today is a big rainy day. And I seriously hate to drive during rainy conditions, it just makes braking and seeing worse. Out of boredom, I took some photos at random.. HEHE.

I know the rest of the drivers must think that I am insane or what.

For dunno what reasons, I love to take shots of rainy days.
Perhaps it is because of my pessimistic character which reflects me rather well, who is always dark and gloomy, not even a tinge of happiness. Not that serious, maybe not even a tinge of happiness which can probably last for weeks.

Today’s weather reflects my feelings very well, and I think God blend in all for me. While my heart is raining, the skies started to rain too from all those bleak sunny weather.

It is hard to refrain from crying nowadays, things never got better.

When tough times come, I shall remain tough too! =) And slowly, I know I will be so tough that when next waves pass by tears will not shed anymore. The last time I cried? Today. HAHA.

Truth is cruel.

Knowing it and understood it is even more cruel.

I figured out the reason why so just from one definite sentence.

Sudden realisation of this reminds me of a drama advertisement on Ch55, which perfectly matched my situation.

And I really hate to know the reality and to accept it.

School has to start faster, I am yearning to stay on campus.

Rants rants rants,

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2009-03-28T13:48:00.001+08:00

Good Question.

Is SIM University my dream university? Hmmm.
Why do I need to get into dream university ever since that day dreams are all abolish?

Cheerios, I am gonna have a great day everyday. =D

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2009-03-27T14:18:00.001+08:00

I was elated to hear great news from SIM University about my application.

I applied for UOL external system Bachelor of Science (Hons) in Finance and Accounting, due to the fact that I did not complete 12years of education, I have to take Diploma of Economics Full Time (DEFT). Upon successful completion of DEFT, this diploma will lead me to 2nd year in BSc(Hons) in Fin and Acc.

And and, the long awaited moment has come to an end. I was shortlisted for an interview to do DEFT!!!
I can hear my YAYNESS in my throat! =D

Muahahahahahahaha! Happy yes I am! I was all along worrying about no university willing to accept me..

Although it might be a private institution, nevertheless SIM University came up first in the recent Private Education Organisations (PEOs)which should probably set my heart to ease. =)
The very fact remains that entrance to Singapore’s public universities is HARD and URBERLY TOUGH; SIM university is considered 4th in Singapore, I should be happy too.

In tough times when you do not have a choice, the only wise choice to make is to rejoice and stay happy as you do!

To add on the great news, Li Hia has also successfully applied for notebook loan scheme after many painstakingly efforts made.
It was utterly hard to do this application; She has been whining for days about not able to access to the application. Also, NYP isn’t helping much either. 1000 calls were made but weren’t answered. =.=’’ Happy happy for her! =D

I can’t wait to hear more great news about local universities’ applications soon in 2nd week of May. YES I WILL BE WAITING, no matter what happens. I know I have a team of lecturers and ex-colleagues helping me to be referees, and TYVM!

Love laugh and smile,

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2009-03-23T23:03:00.001+08:00

Desiree Ang Ma Yi commented that my blog is full of cobwebs now.
YAWNS~~~
For her sake, I will write up something to do.. HEHE. Honoured leh..

Main reason why ain’t I blogging is because an entry without pictures seems to look boringgg. But the very fact is I seldom take pictures in Singapore now, seems to have zero purpose to take any photos.
Their looks has been captured in my brains, things that I had done recently has enhanced my memory lane, why should I take pictures?

I will just admit the fact that I am lazy plus not having inspirations to take any pictures nowaday. HAHA.

As usual, went for my Intermediate Korean lesson today and was quite fun. Never felt a moment long in this language lesson. Mind you, it is actually 2.5hours long! If you are totally not interested, you won’t have the patience to seat in, listen, deciphering all Hanguls, understanding and translating all those things in the class. Solely because I have a burning passion for this, I’m willing to do it.

PASSION IS THE WORD.

And then after the 2.5hours of language lesson I will have tonnes of homework to do and having headaches to write sentences.=S

Went to work today, but the conference room is so COLD that I caught a flu into my body again. And also, dry coughs. The room is too dry hence there seems to be irritation in my throat so ended up coughing hardly. BLEAHS.

I’m finally gonna to finish my TWILIGHT soon! Oh gosh, have been reading it for God knows how long it has been. HEHE.

I really wanted to do something fresh and new, its kinda boring on things I am doing nth. TSK TSK.

Remember those study moments and fully packed schedule in Australia.. It is just so great! The thoughts of it just made me smile. Seeing friends who have the drive to study hard and chiong for exams, going out and get crazy, travel out together, study together, Icey Ice together, and all nonsensical stuffs that we done together.

Tan Shin Lan, I MISS YOU! =’(
RAWRS!

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2009-03-21T03:16:00.001+08:00

Finally get to play Mahjong today ever since CNY when my father was yakking about me going out too late and etc etc. I got the feel of it; and I LOVE IT. I seriously love playing mahjong but I am not on for big bets.

You know, “小赌怡情，大赌伤身！”

It is great to be able to touch tiles and play your own game. MUAHAHAHAHA.
Though I didn’t have much luck today, I guess.
All my cards are so damn beautiful but always can’t gao. Tsk tsk.
I will chase back my money, mark my words. HEHEHEHEHE.

Finding a new job in this ruined economic since to be harder than I thought of.
Well, I need lots of money so that I can save up for the many things I want to get.
Especially Digital camera, I have been craving for one since so long ago when someone gave me a bounce cheque.
SEE, promises are meant to be broken, they are never meant to be kept for.

Also, I want to enrol into classical Piano lessons.
And pop guitar lessons.
And to get more clothes for myself.
And to get my pooooor car fix.
And to get a Nokia bluetooth headset.
And I hope to do my degree in real soon time. AS IN REAL SOON TIME OKAYS~

HELLO, it is bored to do nothing. I dunno why one can idle for such a long period. ZZZZ. They are so powerful! =.=”
Besides doing my degree as my full time course, I wanna take part time diploma of construction engineering (BCA) or bachelor of construction management (UniOfNewcastle).

Do you know why?

BODOK, CONSTRUCTION LINE IS IN HUGE DEMAND NOW AND I WANT GOOD GENEROUS FABULOUS SALARY NEXT TIME.

Say me pragmatic or whatever, but Singapore is pragmatic enough to make people pragmatic too. HEEH. =D

Going to sleep, good night to all! =)

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2009-03-18T20:57:00.001+08:00

I decided not to repair my car since I had been banging it so oftenly.

Sorry that I put aeroplane to Ryan and Delia.

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2009-03-18T00:15:00.001+08:00

I have been very very bored these few days. Yawns~~

Was upset because my car is in a bad shape.
Lousy driver = Spoils the car.
But one early morning I noticed that some bastards out there had been aiming my car, then created a nice scar on it; That’s a real big awful scar and I guess it is time to send for repair again. =(

Had my third Intermediate Korean lesson yesterday, which I think that stuffs I learnt is getting tougher and tougher. O.O
Should build up my vocabulary for Korean fasterly and pronounciation if I want to be better in the class and not suffer much. HAHA.
And, I go lotsa of homework to be done this week. Tsk tsk tsk.

Went down to this Tyndale Educational Group after the salesman who has been constantly pestering me to visit it. There is nothing there that interests me seriously, I knew it beforehand that’s why I threw all the brochures. Wasted trip down.

Took CTE/SLE via MacKenzie Road and saw Valerie driving out. Initially couldn’t see who is in the car but on latter I saw father was beside her. =.=’’ Guess Valerie drove him around, must be tiring isn’t it? HAHA.
Interesting. When I see the car turning out, I was actually quite surprise to see the same model and same colour of the car which is just like Valerie’s car. Taking a look further and I noticed the familiar car plate number and BOO~~ Sucha coincidence to meet at sucha road yeah! HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.

I knew there weren’t too many of those type of cars in Singapore, and seeing the same colour some more. LOLS.

I was actually quite looking forward to Tuesday as I hooked up an appointment with Brandon Lao Ge and in the end he got himself some fractured leg bones. OH GOD. Lun Zun. Can’t believe it. He might be putting a cast on one of his leg, imagine the smell and etc etc.. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. I bound to take pictures of it k!! HAHA.

Mum has been playing mahjong for consecutive 12 hours. I also wanna play!!!!!! BOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO~~~~~~~~~~~
The smoky smell in my living room and tiles washing sound.. Managed to make me stay awake solely because I can’t sleep and interested on what’s going next. Tsk tsk.

Bored day today, but I like it. Job searching in progress. =D

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2009-03-15T23:36:00.001+08:00

HIDDEN! =)

Some overdued photos which I took it on Friday.
Yes, it is definitely not my car but belongs to someone which I am not comfortable saying who it is. Respect his/her privacy ok? =D

The battery gone flat and the tow truck came.. So ya. =D

We left the car there, and the tow truck uncle wanted the key. In the end we drove out and pass the key to the uncle. HEHE.

IT show today!
Went with LiHia and Ryan who were both antagonised by me.
Was very crowded, managed to get the first 3 stuffs on my top wanted list today. Couldn’t get my digital camera, because it was sold out due to overwhelming responses.

Thank you BFFs! =D

I apologised sincerely to both my BFFs. I know I tip-toed over my line today, seriously too offending.

To anyone who I offended recently or who I spat out my deep most bottom words to you:
Those who I offended I sincerely say sorry.
Those who I spat heartfelt words, I also say sorry, because I am taking in too much in my heart and it overflowed.

I am emotionally unstable, and I guess I might be visiting a psychiatrist soon. Do anyone know about polyclinic offering referral letters to see a registered government subsidised psychiatrist?
I suggest that I better dun meet out with friends these few days, I am awfully lopsided now.

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2009-03-11T23:57:00.001+08:00

And so, by FAITH, I went to work today.
Hence, I thank Lord for that. =D
Praise God that I have receive my cheque although it is only a small amount. And I believe that I can sustain for at least 2 weeks provided I dun shop.

I reached office very very early today and shocked both Vee and Jayson. HEY HEY. I can if I wanto larh. HAHA.

I am just practically being lazy about it. And I am a patient who need more sleeps so as to achieve quality sleep. Higher amounts of sleep gives me more quality sleep. Equip with CPAP therapy, I believe quality sleeps will win over quantity sleeps. MWAHAHAHA.

Met up with Ryan today though, and he cheers me up alot alot.
Bu Kui is my BFF cum brudder! =D
I am suppose to lighten his mood, and in the end he lightens mine.

Oh well. Sister ma, bo bian, an bo! HEHE.

Turning in le, late liao. Decided to permanently hide my previous blog with exceptional entry into it. ^^ =)

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2009-03-11T16:50:00.000+08:00

Because I realised that there are some idiots who rat on me, hence I decided to safe keep my blog for less troubles.

Invited readers are definitely welcomed back to my blog, I will request for your email address asap. =)

YES, you are right, someone sort of like BETRAYED me and I guess I know who rat on me.
Or maybe, the person wanted to SAVE me from all my thoughts.
Whichever it is, I only want to tell that kind person,

"Thank You For Your Help very much, I really appreciate. Although this is a public blog, I think I deserve the right to have some mini privacy as I do not really brand off my blog to anyone except those who have my link. In anyway, you are already shortlisted and I could probably guess who are you. I ain't no stupid, neither am I smart. Oh well, if you are out to betray me, I am sorry you fail the decision. However, if you are out to help me, I really thanks you alot."

I think I might be using this blog from now onwards, please anticipate on my next post.

Maybe you guys prefer to see this blog den my old one. I shall keep my old blog as a remembrance and PRIVATE one, which is open to all my BFFs. Oh well, enjoy this blog then. =)

Alrighty then.

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