Enjoy those happy moments, as they don't always last..
Choosing to live a happy life today .

Sunday, March 29, 2009 11:18 PM making-sweetness
I believe a saying which goes like this: 人在做,天在看。
Which actually simply means that whatever things that are done by each individual, God is looking at it.
 
Definitely, today is a big rainy day. And I seriously hate to drive during rainy conditions, it just makes braking and seeing worse. Out of boredom, I took some photos at random.. HEHE.
 
I know the rest of the drivers must think that I am insane or what.
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For dunno what reasons, I love to take shots of rainy days.
Perhaps it is because of my pessimistic character which reflects me rather well, who is always dark and gloomy, not even a tinge of happiness. Not that serious, maybe not even a tinge of happiness which can probably last for weeks.
 
Today’s weather reflects my feelings very well, and I think God blend in all for me. While my heart is raining, the skies started to rain too from all those bleak sunny weather.
 
It is hard to refrain from crying nowadays, things never got better.
When tough times come, I shall remain tough too! =) And slowly, I know I will be so tough that when next waves pass by tears will not shed anymore. The last time I cried? Today. HAHA.
 
Truth is cruel.
Knowing it and understood it is even more cruel.
I figured out the reason why so just from one definite sentence.
Sudden realisation of this reminds me of a drama advertisement on Ch55, which perfectly matched my situation.
 
And I really hate to know the reality and to accept it.
 
School has to start faster, I am yearning to stay on campus.
 
Rants rants rants,
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要在失去前就学会珍惜,活得灿烂点吧!I WILL FIND MY WAY =). 11:18 PM


Saturday, March 28, 2009 1:48 PM making-sweetness

Good Question.

Is SIM University my dream university? Hmmm.
Why do I need to get into dream university ever since that day dreams are all abolish?

Cheerios, I am gonna have a great day everyday. =D

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要在失去前就学会珍惜,活得灿烂点吧!I WILL FIND MY WAY =). 1:48 PM


Friday, March 27, 2009 2:18 PM making-sweetness

I was elated to hear great news from SIM University about my application.

I applied for UOL external system Bachelor of Science (Hons) in Finance and Accounting, due to the fact that I did not complete 12years of education, I have to take Diploma of Economics Full Time (DEFT). Upon successful completion of DEFT, this diploma will lead me to 2nd year in BSc(Hons) in Fin and Acc.

And and, the long awaited moment has come to an end. I was shortlisted for an interview to do DEFT!!!
I can hear my YAYNESS in my throat! =D

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Muahahahahahahaha! Happy yes I am! I was all along worrying about no university willing to accept me..

Although it might be a private institution, nevertheless SIM University came up first in the recent Private Education Organisations (PEOs)which should probably set my heart to ease. =)
The very fact remains that entrance to Singapore’s public universities is HARD and URBERLY TOUGH; SIM university is considered 4th in Singapore, I should be happy too.

In tough times when you do not have a choice, the only wise choice to make is to rejoice and stay happy as you do!

To add on the great news, Li Hia has also successfully applied for notebook loan scheme after many painstakingly efforts made.
It was utterly hard to do this application; She has been whining for days about not able to access to the application. Also, NYP isn’t helping much either. 1000 calls were made but weren’t answered. =.=’’ Happy happy for her! =D

I can’t wait to hear more great news about local universities’ applications soon in 2nd week of May. YES I WILL BE WAITING, no matter what happens. I know I have a team of lecturers and ex-colleagues helping me to be referees, and TYVM!

Love laugh and smile,

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要在失去前就学会珍惜,活得灿烂点吧!I WILL FIND MY WAY =). 2:18 PM


Monday, March 23, 2009 11:03 PM making-sweetness

Desiree Ang Ma Yi commented that my blog is full of cobwebs now.
YAWNS~~~
For her sake, I will write up something to do.. HEHE. Honoured leh..

Main reason why ain’t I blogging is because an entry without pictures seems to look boringgg. But the very fact is I seldom take pictures in Singapore now, seems to have zero purpose to take any photos.
Their looks has been captured in my brains, things that I had done recently has enhanced my memory lane, why should I take pictures?

I will just admit the fact that I am lazy plus not having inspirations to take any pictures nowaday. HAHA.

As usual, went for my Intermediate Korean lesson today and was quite fun. Never felt a moment long in this language lesson. Mind you, it is actually 2.5hours long! If you are totally not interested, you won’t have the patience to seat in, listen, deciphering all Hanguls, understanding and translating all those things in the class. Solely because I have a burning passion for this, I’m willing to do it.

PASSION IS THE WORD.

And then after the 2.5hours of language lesson I will have tonnes of homework to do and having headaches to write sentences.=S

Went to work today, but the conference room is so COLD that I caught a flu into my body again. And also, dry coughs. The room is too dry hence there seems to be irritation in my throat so ended up coughing hardly. BLEAHS.

I’m finally gonna to finish my TWILIGHT soon! Oh gosh, have been reading it for God knows how long it has been. HEHE.

I really wanted to do something fresh and new, its kinda boring on things I am doing nth. TSK TSK.

Remember those study moments and fully packed schedule in Australia.. It is just so great! The thoughts of it just made me smile. Seeing friends who have the drive to study hard and chiong for exams, going out and get crazy, travel out together, study together, Icey Ice together, and all nonsensical stuffs that we done together.

Tan Shin Lan, I MISS YOU! =’(
RAWRS!

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要在失去前就学会珍惜,活得灿烂点吧!I WILL FIND MY WAY =). 11:03 PM


Saturday, March 21, 2009 3:16 AM making-sweetness

Finally get to play Mahjong today ever since CNY when my father was yakking about me going out too late and etc etc. I got the feel of it; and I LOVE IT. I seriously love playing mahjong but I am not on for big bets.

You know, “小赌怡情,大赌伤身!”

It is great to be able to touch tiles and play your own game. MUAHAHAHAHA.
Though I didn’t have much luck today, I guess.
All my cards are so damn beautiful but always can’t gao. Tsk tsk.
I will chase back my money, mark my words. HEHEHEHEHE.

Finding a new job in this ruined economic since to be harder than I thought of.
Well, I need lots of money so that I can save up for the many things I want to get.
Especially Digital camera, I have been craving for one since so long ago when someone gave me a bounce cheque.
SEE, promises are meant to be broken, they are never meant to be kept for.

Also, I want to enrol into classical Piano lessons.
And pop guitar lessons.
And to get more clothes for myself.
And to get my pooooor car fix.
And to get a Nokia bluetooth headset.
And I hope to do my degree in real soon time. AS IN REAL SOON TIME OKAYS~

HELLO, it is bored to do nothing. I dunno why one can idle for such a long period. ZZZZ. They are so powerful! =.=”
Besides doing my degree as my full time course, I wanna take part time diploma of construction engineering (BCA) or bachelor of construction management (UniOfNewcastle).

Do you know why?

BODOK, CONSTRUCTION LINE IS IN HUGE DEMAND NOW AND I WANT GOOD GENEROUS FABULOUS SALARY NEXT TIME.

Say me pragmatic or whatever, but Singapore is pragmatic enough to make people pragmatic too. HEEH. =D

Going to sleep, good night to all! =)

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要在失去前就学会珍惜,活得灿烂点吧!I WILL FIND MY WAY =). 3:16 AM


Wednesday, March 18, 2009 8:57 PM making-sweetness

I decided not to repair my car since I had been banging it so oftenly.

Sorry that I put aeroplane to Ryan and Delia.

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要在失去前就学会珍惜,活得灿烂点吧!I WILL FIND MY WAY =). 8:57 PM


12:15 AM making-sweetness

I have been very very bored these few days. Yawns~~

Was upset because my car is in a bad shape.
Lousy driver = Spoils the car.
But one early morning I noticed that some bastards out there had been aiming my car, then created a nice scar on it; That’s a real big awful scar and I guess it is time to send for repair again. =(

Had my third Intermediate Korean lesson yesterday, which I think that stuffs I learnt is getting tougher and tougher. O.O
Should build up my vocabulary for Korean fasterly and pronounciation if I want to be better in the class and not suffer much. HAHA.
And, I go lotsa of homework to be done this week. Tsk tsk tsk.

Went down to this Tyndale Educational Group after the salesman who has been constantly pestering me to visit it. There is nothing there that interests me seriously, I knew it beforehand that’s why I threw all the brochures. Wasted trip down.

Took CTE/SLE via MacKenzie Road and saw Valerie driving out. Initially couldn’t see who is in the car but on latter I saw father was beside her. =.=’’ Guess Valerie drove him around, must be tiring isn’t it? HAHA.
Interesting. When I see the car turning out, I was actually quite surprise to see the same model and same colour of the car which is just like Valerie’s car. Taking a look further and I noticed the familiar car plate number and BOO~~ Sucha coincidence to meet at sucha road yeah! HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.

I knew there weren’t too many of those type of cars in Singapore, and seeing the same colour some more. LOLS.

I was actually quite looking forward to Tuesday as I hooked up an appointment with Brandon Lao Ge and in the end he got himself some fractured leg bones. OH GOD. Lun Zun. Can’t believe it. He might be putting a cast on one of his leg, imagine the smell and etc etc.. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. I bound to take pictures of it k!! HAHA.

Mum has been playing mahjong for consecutive 12 hours. I also wanna play!!!!!! BOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO~~~~~~~~~~~
The smoky smell in my living room and tiles washing sound.. Managed to make me stay awake solely because I can’t sleep and interested on what’s going next. Tsk tsk.

Bored day today, but I like it. Job searching in progress. =D

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要在失去前就学会珍惜,活得灿烂点吧!I WILL FIND MY WAY =). 12:15 AM


Sunday, March 15, 2009 11:36 PM making-sweetness

HIDDEN! =)

Some overdued photos which I took it on Friday.
Yes, it is definitely not my car but belongs to someone which I am not comfortable saying who it is. Respect his/her privacy ok? =D

The battery gone flat and the tow truck came.. So ya. =D 

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We left the car there, and the tow truck uncle wanted the key. In the end we drove out and pass the key to the uncle. HEHE.

IT show today!
Went with LiHia and Ryan who were both antagonised by me.
Was very crowded, managed to get the first 3 stuffs on my top wanted list today. Couldn’t get my digital camera, because it was sold out due to overwhelming responses.

Thank you BFFs! =D

I apologised sincerely to both my BFFs. I know I  tip-toed over my line today, seriously too offending.

To anyone who I offended recently or who I spat out my deep most bottom words to you:
Those who I offended I sincerely say sorry.
Those who I spat heartfelt words, I also say sorry, because I am taking in too much in my heart and it overflowed.

I am emotionally unstable, and I guess I might be visiting a psychiatrist soon. Do anyone know about polyclinic offering referral letters to see a registered government subsidised psychiatrist?
I suggest that I better dun meet out with friends these few days, I am awfully lopsided now.

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要在失去前就学会珍惜,活得灿烂点吧!I WILL FIND MY WAY =). 11:36 PM


Wednesday, March 11, 2009 11:57 PM making-sweetness

And so, by FAITH, I went to work today.
Hence, I thank Lord for that. =D
Praise God that I have receive my cheque although it is only a small amount. And I believe that I can sustain for at least 2 weeks provided I dun shop.

I reached office very very early today and shocked both Vee and Jayson. HEY HEY. I can if I wanto larh. HAHA.

I am just practically being lazy about it. And I am a patient who need more sleeps so as to achieve quality sleep. Higher amounts of sleep gives me more quality sleep. Equip with CPAP therapy, I believe quality sleeps will win over quantity sleeps. MWAHAHAHA.

Met up with Ryan today though, and he cheers me up alot alot.
Bu Kui is my BFF cum brudder! =D
I am suppose to lighten his mood, and in the end he lightens mine.

Oh well. Sister ma, bo bian, an bo! HEHE.

Turning in le, late liao. Decided to permanently hide my previous blog with exceptional entry into it. ^^ =)

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要在失去前就学会珍惜,活得灿烂点吧!I WILL FIND MY WAY =). 11:57 PM


4:50 PM making-sweetness
Because I realised that there are some idiots who rat on me, hence I decided to safe keep my blog for less troubles.

Invited readers are definitely welcomed back to my blog, I will request for your email address asap. =)

YES, you are right, someone sort of like BETRAYED me and I guess I know who rat on me.
Or maybe, the person wanted to SAVE me from all my thoughts.
Whichever it is, I only want to tell that kind person,

"Thank You For Your Help very much, I really appreciate. Although this is a public blog, I think I deserve the right to have some mini privacy as I do not really brand off my blog to anyone except those who have my link. In anyway, you are already shortlisted and I could probably guess who are you. I ain't no stupid, neither am I smart. Oh well, if you are out to betray me, I am sorry you fail the decision. However, if you are out to help me, I really thanks you alot."

I think I might be using this blog from now onwards, please anticipate on my next post.

Maybe you guys prefer to see this blog den my old one. I shall keep my old blog as a remembrance and PRIVATE one, which is open to all my BFFs. Oh well, enjoy this blog then. =)

Alrighty then.

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要在失去前就学会珍惜,活得灿烂点吧!I WILL FIND MY WAY =). 4:50 PM

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Cravings that I want
• New wallet. Mine's full of holes
• Awesome 19th Birthday
• Probably a Promotion soooon
• A backpack
• A trip to SOMEWHERE ELSE in the Earth
• Moving out
• Scoring a distinction