Enjoy those happy moments, as they don't always last..
Choosing to live a happy life today .
ACTS club last event before camp: Hot Wheels 2 the max
Sunday, June 28, 2009 10:53 PM making-sweetness

Woke up in the morning as early as 8am and received few missed calls/sms from Ship Ping. =S Surprised to hear that one of our employees fainted at customs area and couldn’t make it for work. Seems like none is healthy; For what I know, there’s a few out there terribly sick.
Anyway, I went for the cycling event which was held in the morning. =)

It was held in Pasir Ris Park and as usual, I did have lotsa fun with my OGmates. Feels great though!

*Lazy to upload pics, forgive me! XS"*

Maurise wasn’t there for our event and we were lead by Benson. Oh ya, Chantel turned up today too. Has been sucha long time since I last seen her though. She was having chalet with her friends.

And our OG scored “A” with a score of 4.10! We are sooo gonna to have a chance to be the first manszx! I think everyone is feeling good.. HAHA.

Jesline fell down today and got her elbow dislocated.. SO SCARY! Was really kinda shock how bad she fell down from our bicycle..
Part of me feels guilty though.. =(

However we did have an awesome day! =D

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要在失去前就学会珍惜,活得灿烂点吧!I WILL FIND MY WAY =). 10:53 PM

Irritating fines, and irresponsible them
Saturday, June 27, 2009 2:59 AM making-sweetness
was consecutively 2 days kena fine for not putting a valid coupon. damn it.

sibei angry esp the 2nd one. dun even have fine notice. argh. almost harmed me for late payment.

huifen-
要在失去前就学会珍惜,活得灿烂点吧!I WILL FIND MY WAY =). 2:59 AM

ACTS club 3rd Event: Please don’t stop your music
Thursday, June 25, 2009 12:12 AM making-sweetness

Just had another event with ACTS club and my OG last Monday which is 22nd June 2009. SOOO I’m late to update. =X You know la, I got many things to do mah.. Still gotta work in office which is super SIANS,
Make time for mummy,
Make time for friends,
anddd now make time for ACTS club event. HAHAHA.

Seriously I enjoyed myself so far with the exception of the first event which left terribly ruined off. =S

I don’t have that kind of stamina ma! tsk tsk.

Third event: Please don’t stop your music

Well, simply it is just like talent time show. All OGs have to prepare for a performance and let those judges awed at us. =)
In between the performance we had games like guessing lyrics by filling in those missing characters, recognising Singers’ by our members “humming/singing” skills and try to guess the song that will be played for 10seconds by our emcees of that day.

Brilliant fun about it, I SHALL SAY. =)

Some group photos of the day..

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My OG present members on the 3rd event

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The girls on that day

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And a punk act by us. HAHA.

I still got lotsa of them but dun wanna upload everything.. HEHE.
This group of friends are the people I mix with currently. They are all interesting people and fun to mix with. =D

So now I’m pondering whether should I go for the camp or not..
Had a very bad experience once. HMMM.

Met up with LiHia today for L4D session. Catch up alot too. HOHO.
Will be seeing her tml again! =)

huifen-

要在失去前就学会珍惜,活得灿烂点吧!I WILL FIND MY WAY =). 12:12 AM

random quizzy from ivy
Monday, June 22, 2009 11:48 PM making-sweetness
Tagged by Ivy.

1.) The person who asked me to do .
WongQiYin

2.) Your relationship with him or her.
Ex-Colleague + Long lost friend.

3.) Your first impression on him/her .
Loudspeaker and stares ppl with her big jelly eyes. Get petty at times. XP

4.) Your most memorable moment with him/her?
HMM. When we are in kitchen doing nonsense. HAHAHAHAHA.

5.) The most memorable thing you said to him/her?
Forgotten. =S I'm sorry!

6.) If him/her becomes your lover?
Only happens the day she becomes a lesbian.

7.) If him/her becomes your lover , what would you like him/her to improve on?
That status will never be established. =.=

8.) If him/her becomes your enemy , what will you do?
Try to resolve the emnity.

9.) If him/her becomes your enemy , what will be the reason?
Probably done some heinous stuff.

10.) The most desired thing you want to do for her/him now are:
nothing.

11.) Your overall impression on her/him:
Cute and naive lady. HAHAHAHA.

12.) The characteristic you love most about yourself:
Abundance of BHB and confidence.

13.) The characteristic you hate most about yourself:
Can't tolerate lateness and easily triggered my temper abt this.

14.) The most ideal person you want to be is:
My mother. =)

15.) For people that care and like you, say something to them:
Friends are jumbo gifts from heaven and everyone should try to secure them. =)

16.) Pass this quiz to 5 people who you want to know how they feel about you:
1) Desiree
2) Berlinda
3) Emandy
4) XinYue
5) Delia
6) ZhiXiang
7) KayLeigh
8) Fiona
9) Donna
10) MeiFuang

17.) Who is 6 having a relationship with?
Some girl out there. HAHA. I know he's attached.

18.) Is 9 a male or female ?
Girl

19.) If 7 and 10 were together, would it be a good thing?
Impossible?

20.) What is 2 studying at the moment ?
YJ. A Levels.

21.) When was the last time you had a chat with 3 ?
Almost a year.

22.) What kind of music does 8 like ?
Ang moh R&B

23.) Does 1 have any siblings ?
Nah. 1 and the only one at home.

24.) Will you woo number 3?
Nopey. Dun worry Emandy. =D

25.) How about 7 ?
Well. She's already my "dahling". No need to woo. HAHA.

26.) Is 4 single ?
Ya I guessed. =.=

27.) What's the surname of 5 ?
Cai

28.) What's the hobby of 5 ?
Mahjong. L4D. Shopping. Saving Money. Nagging. IDK.

29.) Do 5 and 9 get along well?
They don't even know each other. -.-

30.) Where is 2 studying at ?
YJC- Yishun JC.

31.) Say something casual about your eyes :
Normal Asian eyes. Black.

32.) Have you tried developing feelings for 5 ?
What a cold joke.

33.) What colours does 4 like ?
OMGSZX. I think baby blue? ERMS.

34.) Are 5 and 1 good friends ?
Definitely friends, but the definition of good is too broad.

35.) Does 7 like 2 ?
I would like to see how it works.

36.) How did you get to know 2 ?
Same school and class during sec school for 3years :D

37.) Does 1 have any pets ?
Nope. She is allergy to furs.

38.) Is 7 the sexiest person in the world ?
YUPPIES. Man. You dunno how gorgeous my dahling is la.

39.) How is 4 related to you ?
Canning clique + friend

40.)Describe 4 .
She looks tiny, cute, and I call her mousey. HAHA.
Cheerful most of the times and takes pride in her schwork.
An intelligent creation of God. =)

More updates when I'm free to do so duh! =D

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要在失去前就学会珍惜,活得灿烂点吧!I WILL FIND MY WAY =). 11:48 PM

whyyy?
Friday, June 19, 2009 5:30 PM making-sweetness
Why must I always be the one who takes initiative and the rest of the people be the takers?

I HATE BEING THE GIVER.

And once again, I completely disagree about what you said. Dun bother me with your theories, I am really sick of it.


I dun feel that paranoid now after talking to my cool God-brother. I feel so peace and everything has just disappear into thin air. And I'm hweeling so light now. Which is a good thing.

And today I finally understand, accept and learn that, "做人不能太执着" (One shouldn't be too persistence).
Yes, see how amazing is human-beings? Learning to take and give and forgive? When you find all the above is so hard to swallow it and think that even more impossible to bite it. LOL.

"If we are not fated to be friends, I will just let it be. Let's pray that things wouldn't get worse and hope for a twist in events. I don't want that to happen, but I can't control things as they have already been out of my hands." =)

And I feeeeel so itchy for L4D. ZZZZZZZ.

Let's relax and be peace-d. =)

Gosh. I spent nearly 150 today just on petrol and medical treatment with prescriptions. How bad could that be? BAD. VERY BAD.
How I wished I could spent this amount on things I really want and like! =S

And my current wish?

TO HAVE AN AWESOME BIRTHDAY.

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要在失去前就学会珍惜,活得灿烂点吧!I WILL FIND MY WAY =). 5:30 PM

ACTS club 2nd event: Knock it down Challenge
Wednesday, June 17, 2009 1:12 PM making-sweetness

Dear all,

I’m back finally to blogging again! HAPPY HAPPY! =D
I was sooooo busy doing my things and despite I tell myself a 1000times to blog SOON, I just can’t seem to find time and DO IT. =S
Since I have some time now, why not blog about something? hehe.

Went to work today and took some hours off.. Cos Iater on have this Knock it Down Challenge by ACTS club with my OG.
COOL. It is a bowling event.
I haven’t played bowling for years and actually I’m quite rusty with it. =.=
But I guessed I didn’t perform that bad today aye..

Met up with Maurise they all at NS HomeTeam JOM near Balestier Road-Ah Hood Road. Didn’t know there was such a place in Balestier Rd. It’s pretty cool! And and, I saw EASB school and didn’t know it was just nearby that area. (Actually just next to NSHT JOM =P)
Went in and the bowling alley is at basement. >.<
And guess what…
They are so many people there around 200 heard from HanYun.

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All 12 lanes are open and fully occupied by each OG! =D Many many freshies there righto? HEHEHE.
Btw, haven’t introduce my OG to you..
Our OG is called YODA and all of us are from SIM.
Anddd, I think I bonded rather well with them! =)

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Well, this is half of my OG. The other half didn’t make it for today’s event. =)
And there was this part where we are supposed to play bowling in a different way which is called “Variations bowling.”
One of those is backward play and Jun Yao posed like that:

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HAHAHA! But he got 8 of the pins k! =D So dun laugh bad kiddos…

At the end of this event our OG scored A+ with 3.8! WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!
YAYA, we have a scoring system for all our events… And we are determined to score man!
We are so gonnaaaa to win man…

So, Just WAIT and SEE.

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Girls in our OG! =D

Okkk, I got to go back and WORK. =S

huifen-

要在失去前就学会珍惜,活得灿烂点吧!I WILL FIND MY WAY =). 1:12 PM

ACTS club FIRST event: Amazing Race
Sunday, June 14, 2009 12:38 PM making-sweetness

I woke up very very early this morning just to attend an event from ACTS club which is called “Amazing Race”.
Well, it made it look something like duh, Amazing Race but I was a lousy dude in this event..
Firstly, I have no stamina to run and chiong like the others. I pant whenever I run and sometimes I even feel totally out of breathe. Worst part is those stomach cramps and pain. GEEK.

Yays and so went for that. =D

And came back with a ruined down body condition, too many aches! =S

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The above are some of my OG members! And we are all from SIM apparently.. HEHE.
The first photo on the right hand side is called Maurise, who is our OGL luh!

Cousin, do she look like you? HAHA.

After that, I went for movie session and L4D with Delia and Ryan. We watched “Drag me to hell” and I find it rather stupid and disturbing. =S Then went to Raiders for zombies killing. =)

Had a long dayyyy manszx. =S

要在失去前就学会珍惜,活得灿烂点吧!I WILL FIND MY WAY =). 12:38 PM

BIG gift from Momma
Saturday, June 13, 2009 12:26 PM making-sweetness
Finally, My mother have fulfilled one long wish of mine..
Which is the latest (not really) digital camera from Samsung, PL60!! =D


YAY!
I psycho-ed mum to IT show and reminded her that we should buy a camera since we don't have one..
So, Mum bought me a camera and I can finally take good clear nice photos! =D

Actually I felt guilty to make my momma buy for me. >.<
And initially, I wanted Sony T90 camera deee.. SO slim and sucha beauty larh!
Well, I am satisfied to finally own one for myself..
I have been wanting one since 16yrs old and someone has been giving me bounced cheque these few years!
SOOOOOOOOO.
I feel really great owning one, today! =)
Thank you Mummy, I love you forever! =D
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要在失去前就学会珍惜,活得灿烂点吧!I WILL FIND MY WAY =). 12:26 PM

Woman’s nature for being a SHOPAHOLIC?
Monday, June 8, 2009 12:37 AM making-sweetness

The annual GSS has finally arrive on 26May2009 (I supposed?) and I bet every lady has been waiting for this long-awaited moment! =)

I have, finally, embark my first journey for shopping!
Anyone who knows me well enough I don’t really do shopping often cos I am always complaining not having enough money.. (But then, when’s enough? It’s always not enough isn’t it?)
So today, I did shopping after giving my closet a thought. HMMM. I think I have to clear EVERYTHING in my closet.
Most of them are already torn and tattered (NOT THAT BAD LUH), or has been in my closet for years and I don’t touch them or some other tops that I don’t wear. Well, if I don’t clear them quick enough Mum will pester and kill me soon >.<
THIS IS MY WORST NIGHTMARE, AND I GUARANTEE I WILL SHOCK MYSELF OUT OF IT. =X

Actually I shopped the other day in M’sia (Friday) with my aunt and got myself some real good deals! I bought a top from Dorothy Perkins and 3 tops from G2000 for SGD100 (approximately +/- SGD5). MWAHAHAHA. Isn’t that a steal?? WEEE~~~ Mum got me 4 tops for school soon (not that soon 25/08/09) and said it was a reward for me as I got into SIM. I loveee ya MOMMIE! =D

And I shopped today as well! =) Bought a top and a dress for $50 and a belt at $10 which I find it a steal too!! ^^
That boutique really sell good quality material and unique designs.. Some of them are actually designed by their boss which is really NICE. At least these are those pieces you can’t find online and won’t bump into people wearing the same design as you isn’t it? =D
Went to La Senza to buy intimates too as they are having promotions.. 3 for $69 only! =) Well, people who knows my pathetic plight will know why I find this a steal… HAHAHA.

I am really satisfied with my shopping trip today, I haven’t been buying clothes for almost half a year. Except the last time I bought for CNY which is done in a rush and back in Aussie to get some necessary clothings? But they are not my favourites! =X Just buy for the sake of needing it luh..

Update on my School….

SIM offer letter

This is the official offer letter given by SIM to me and it includes much more things. But this is the most impt letter out of everything.. The course for a year is around SGD7012 I think. Well, 是很贵的。I am gladdd to be part of SIM and will be participating in lotsa activities! =)

Anyway if there’s anyone who is a pre-university student and going to admit into any universities this year I would like to introduce you this website (www.matric2009.wordpress.com) which helps pre-u students to bond together and has been successful carrying out such activities.. I went for the networking session and it turns out pretty good and I am joining them for pre-uni activities! =) Bet you guys are going to have an awesome fun about it and bond with new friends too.. So sign up now if you want to and put down my name which is (Aw Tsui Fen) on the application form so they can group us together better.. =D

Can’t wait for all these lonesome time to end soon..

huifen-

要在失去前就学会珍惜,活得灿烂点吧!I WILL FIND MY WAY =). 12:37 AM

Addressed to all UWA/Curtin “fighters”
Saturday, June 6, 2009 2:11 AM making-sweetness

Dear all my Canning-ians and APS mates who are now officially part of UWA/Curtin/Murdoch/ECU/Melb U/UNSW,

I am here to spur you guys up! =)

Just want to tell you guys must die die study hard for your Year 1 Semester 1 examinations and bring proud to Canning College alumni of Year 2008..
I know it is easy to say it out but DAMN DIFFICULT to do it.
But I also know that our Canning-ians are all smarties who does complain but yet put in their best efforts..

Hey hey, but I am here in Singapore giving you guys my utmost support (as much as I could)!
Deep down in my heart I know you guys can do it man!! =D
Well well, I love you guys as always and you guys know Jacelyn as always k?

Special note to my ‘JianKes’- Our spirit will say die still as ever blowing strong but remember we always faked this spirit? HAHA. Please please, don’t give up on anything and every percentage. Each mark counts like how our lecturers always tell us k..

To Emandy and Xinyue- I know both of you guys are night busters and will never get to ease to slp early.. Believe that you guys want the best results out of it and trying to put as much efforts as possible. Well, I saw how you guys make your night to a torment and really hope that you guys can achieve the best, but dun put your health at risk! Battle just started and dun let health pull you down.. You will reap what you sow!

And to ShinLan, Ah Ben and YenLing- Eh Kiasu team, you guys can do it de k. Dun keep on hogging on your books and freak yourselves out before the exams could even reach their aim.. As long as you know that you study, I believe you can do it very very good! =D

Shawn and Kayleigh- Dun relax, be tense. HAHA. You guys need a sense of importance and urgency to do your studies well.. HEHE. Well well, since you guys make it to Uni, surely you could make it through Sem1. =D

Hope my spurs will help you guys. Sincerely.

Random:
Went to JB with mum today and mum got me new clothes (was damn happy) as present for getting into Dip. in Econs! Anw I was really down as my aunt comforts me how good is SIM. Well aunt, I know you will never get a chance to see this blog but I know you are comforting me. I really appreciate it.. Admit that when I said I got into SIM sounded more to a sense of relieve than a sense of happiness. No one knows there’s a twist in my life and no one would have guess (OH WELL) it too. SIM is really not that good though it is the first private university in AsiaOne. HMMM. Aiya at least now got sth to study better than nothing.

And I am finally on shopping mood! =) But it doesn’t seems like anyone is going shopping with me though. =S

Tired and off to sleep.

huifen-

要在失去前就学会珍惜,活得灿烂点吧!I WILL FIND MY WAY =). 2:11 AM

BLOGSKIN ERROR- piss me off..
Friday, June 5, 2009 2:53 AM making-sweetness
I have been trying to revamp my new blogskin for the past few hours as I changed MANY things.

Apparently I have changed my photo, blog contents and was researching on that damn padding value which I am still not very satisfied with. Wonder if there's any pros who can I help me out with this damn thing?

If I put my box padding to 5px, the scrollbar will cover the last 3 letters of my words when it comes to end of the box. Ok, imagine that you just wrote an essay and your lecturer was damn screw up and she actually used a book to covered perhaps 2% of your essay without realising that part of your essay is actually covered. And then she start circling your grammatical errors or spelling mistakes or WHATEVER that seems so wrong.

If you can imagine the scenario, you will know wth I am talking about. If you can't sorry dumb. =X Anyway I want a solution maybe some kind-soul helps? ANYONEEEEEEE OUT THEREEEE?

Although my 20px padding makes all my words "uncovered" and readable, but it looks weird to me and I don't like it.. =S
Off to sleep now =D

huifen-
要在失去前就学会珍惜,活得灿烂点吧!I WILL FIND MY WAY =). 2:53 AM

SIM surpriseeee
Thursday, June 4, 2009 11:32 PM making-sweetness

Miracle do happen once in a while right? =D

I was once very worried that I can’t get to study this year, but I just received the letter from SIM today and was told by the letter I am accepted into SIM- Diploma in Economics leading to 2nd year BSc Accounting/Finance.

The amazing part of this course?

It allows you to get a transfer towards London School of Economics and Political Science (LSE), one of the colleges under University of London, a well-known, recognised, prestigious university in the whole world, and was ranked 66th whole world in Year 2009 by QS Top 100 Universities (Times Higher Education). Of course, there are certain requirements to be fulfilled.. You don’t get to go there with a merely pass results, you have to achieve distinction which is my next big worry. (Think of this later, doesn’t matter much right now. ^^)

And with my big dream, I decide to give up NTU entrance examinations knowing very well (as in myself) I won’t be able to do it due to those calculus and statistics calculations.

Even if I do not get into LSE, I stand a chance to get my ass back to somewhere I longed to belong to. AND THIS TIME, I MUST PERSUADE AND DESTROY ALL BARRIERS WHICH COMES MY WAY. This is the last part of my studies, the most important part of it, I must fight for it!

By hook or crook. My confidence is never going to be waver again.

But seriously, if I got rejected by SIM, I would probably go into depression and never to be buckled up again. It matters to ME alot and of course the effects will be strong…

SIM letter 2

This is the letter that I am waiting.. EVER SINCE 4TH MARCH 2009. Waiting for this moment is terrible, and I really hate to wait. That’s the worse thing one can never feel about it and will never understand it. (If you know what happened to me on 7, you probably know it. I felt the pinch, badly.)

And I met up with TingLin today with his craps as per usual. HAHA. Went to the west cos he said JP had expanded and I nv get a chance to see it so go kaypo abit abit. =)

I wanna bid goodbye to NTU, cos I never felt like going there. =S And I knew I can never get my ass in there.

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要在失去前就学会珍惜,活得灿烂点吧!I WILL FIND MY WAY =). 11:32 PM


Wednesday, June 3, 2009 3:22 AM making-sweetness

Changing blogskin soon!

And appreciate Jimson for giving me some of his time meeting me up with a movie session. =) Thanks buddy.

And I find God treat me kinda good because I have this unexpected gift called Gerald Low, a friend who I could never have known under any circumstances. This is how fate works, right? Thanks friend. =)

And happily to say some people have not forgotten me which is what I dun wan it to happen. Happy to contact back you again, Mr Xu TingLin. Please try to memorise my number and stop losing things like you are always. MWAHAHAHA. =P

And ya, Dad screwed me today (like always) cos I asked him about some private matters which I need to submit to MOM for the survey thingy. Wonder if any of you guys household gotten it? Oh well. Shucks to it cos I was screamed at. *(

Last but not least I am happy that my Canning-ians friends (ShinLan, Evelyn, YenLing) haven’t forget that I once exist and play a part in their life. I can’t wait to see them but I guess it will take a longer time more cos I’m rather broke to fly over. =S

Yes yes, more important note. I am glad that at dire straits time Desiree Ang Berlinda Ang Gomathi Ryan Li Delia Cai lend me many hands and letting me know how important I am to you guys and it touched my heart like never before. I love you guys too cos of what you guys do and touch in my life. Thankiew. =)

Tired and I still day-dreamed of going back to Perth for studies one fine day and be a UWA student.

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要在失去前就学会珍惜,活得灿烂点吧!I WILL FIND MY WAY =). 3:22 AM

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Cravings that I want
• New wallet. Mine's full of holes
• Awesome 19th Birthday
• Probably a Promotion soooon
• A backpack
• A trip to SOMEWHERE ELSE in the Earth
• Moving out
• Scoring a distinction