I realised my blog has been rotting for ages and I haven’t been updating it.
Well, I sorta lost interest in blogging because leading a rotting life leaves you with nothing to talk about. ABSOLUTELY NOTHING TO TALK ABOUT.

Even if I wanna complain about anything or everything under the sun, I got to think and juice hard about it.
OR say to blog about a happy event. LOL, when the only thing I am doing is staying at home, go LAN shop play L4D, staring at maths notes, watching tv, biting tidbits and doing daily routine stuffs..

THEY ARE NOT HAPPY EVENTS OR EVENTS WORTH TO BE MENTIONED.

I seems to have much more burden and worries nowadays but I don’t feel like blogging it out cos’ there are some readers who will direct my father here and lemme get a hell out of it. Blogging is to let me vent out my frustrations and when your only lil secret is discovered, say SAYONARA/GOODBYE to it. Since I decided to use blogging as a vent, I didn’t want any involved parties to know about it.

What’s the point of knowing when those parties ended up screwing you badly? So its better let it be, make it unknown. HAHA.

No one can understand how I feel, nobody knows what hurts me the most, even family who are with me almost everyday.. The only fact that I know is, “I feel that I am ruined by every actions that have been done.”

HMMM. Why out of sudden do I blog all these rants out? LOL.

Well well, if you wanna know what I’ve been up to..
I have taken 2 weeks off to spend my time reading differentiation and integration notes with the fact that I’m going to screw it cos’ there are too many stuffs I have not learn before.
Reading them, I will.
Passing them, I doubt so.

And been L4Ding till I kinda feel bored playing those usual maps and really hope there are new maps soon.

And hating ppl for calling to play MJ nowadays cos’ I find it abit too much for me.

And been wanting to get myself into school soon cos’ waiting is unbearable. I want school and protest against work. SCHOOL. SCHOOL. I want my school life and burn myself with books and notes. I want UWA……….. <—And I know it is just gonna be a regret in my life and a dream that is untouchable. Wouldn’t go back now cos’ everything is too late. Too late to make any amendments.

Waiting for an answer is so miserable. Just let me know whether have I gotten into the course or let me just perish. If I couldn’t study this year Idk what am I going to do and how much am I going to get changed by reality and facts..

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