Why must I always be the one who takes initiative and the rest of the people be the takers?

I HATE BEING THE GIVER.

And once again, I completely disagree about what you said. Dun bother me with your theories, I am really sick of it.

I dun feel that paranoid now after talking to my cool God-brother. I feel so peace and everything has just disappear into thin air. And I'm hweeling so light now. Which is a good thing.

And today I finally understand, accept and learn that, "做人不能太执着" (One shouldn't be too persistence).
Yes, see how amazing is human-beings? Learning to take and give and forgive? When you find all the above is so hard to swallow it and think that even more impossible to bite it. LOL.

"If we are not fated to be friends, I will just let it be. Let's pray that things wouldn't get worse and hope for a twist in events. I don't want that to happen, but I can't control things as they have already been out of my hands." =)

And I feeeeel so itchy for L4D. ZZZZZZZ.

Let's relax and be peace-d. =)

Gosh. I spent nearly 150 today just on petrol and medical treatment with prescriptions. How bad could that be? BAD. VERY BAD.
How I wished I could spent this amount on things I really want and like! =S

And my current wish?

TO HAVE AN AWESOME BIRTHDAY.

huifen- 要在失去前就学会珍惜，活得灿烂点吧！I WILL FIND MY WAY =). 5:30 PM